MJ's Memorial.

hey sup Readers?
few days ago. Thousands Pairs of eyes watched MJ's memorial. are yours one of em?
jd gue ma nyokap ntn. yah, tpi nyokap g trlalu konsen. gue yg nyampe kyk mtany dah d paku k TV.
gue yg udah nahan2 g nangis. pas Brooke Shields Speech?
pertahanan gue AMBRUK. nyokap gue lg chating nyampe kget gue ng-Sob2 depan TV.
terus org2 metro itu, dgn SOPANny. NGE CUT SPEECH BROOKE SHIELDS UNTUK BREAK.
gue pas liat itu d cut nyampe langsung kyk "HUANJIIIIINGG!!!!!!"
"HUHU GGA P,PUNNNYAA H,HHATIII!!!" Sambil nge Sob Tentunya.
gue jujur jg rada sakit pas bagian Usher nyanyi. nangiiiis
trs pas Kobe Bryant ma Magic Johnson. wow. cool. so freaking cool.
yang ikuut!!! gue ngiriiii!!!! hhuhuhuhuuu!!!
tai.
JOHN MAYER KEREEEEEEEEEEEEEN!!!
gue bener2 bengong pas dia main gitarny Human nature.
feelingny k rasa bgt!!! and I always Love that song.
slese main performanceny john Mayer? NANGIS LAGI

ah! cengeng lo ken!
Bodo! susah?
Iya! knp!
Pulang!
Oke!
bodo!
biar!
SHUT THE HELL UP YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!

Quotes:

In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tripulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.
- Will You Be There

I'm so glad That I found You
- I'll Be There

and then I realized.
He was Even More Fragile Than I thought.
- Brooke Shields' Speech (book : the little prince)

his Laugh, was the sweetest, the purest, and the most beautiful thing.
seeing his smile Everything's Gonna Be okay
- Brooke Shields' Speech.

Keep on Smiling
Even When Your Heart is aching.
-Smile


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and then I realized. he was even more angel-like than what I used to Thought.

and, believe it or not,
MJ EATS KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN.
teruss! ktany Magic Johnson pernah main k rmh MJ
trs mkan KFC bareng sambil siting on the floor.

NGIRIII!!! *sabar ken*

and, some people, right now, Gossiping Bout Prince Hating his Father just Because he ate Gum at the show.
I think it's okay, sometimes, chewing helps me hide my feelings (weird, I know)
and just lik ewhat I said on my Facebook Status.

"PEOPLE!! why did you Judge Prince? I think it's Rational for Trying To hide your emotions. and HE"S A GUY. would you be seen as a Guy that Cries in Front Of the WORLD?? anyway, his eyes are a little bit red. isn't that bad enough loosing MJ? should he be gossiped TOO? use your Fucking Heads People!!"

agak jahat emg, tpi, yah. emosi si :D

daan dia OL tdi. aaaaawwh!! *apasi?*
gosh, Gue kgn diaaa!!

Peace.Love.MyLove

Stupid Questions.

Sup Readers?

I wanna let you know that, I'm in Love with Kevin Wu's Videos.
so I Decided to put something here. this one is from his video called "Stupid questions"

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You know when you're young.
your teacher or your coach go tells you stuffs like,
"don't be afraid to ask. there's no such things as stupid questions."
that's retarding! well, of course, there's such thing as a Stupid questions
for example the other day. I was Playing Basketball right?
one time, I went up to grab a rebound. but, as I was Coming Down.
I landed awkwardly on my 2 ankles. So I'm like a Drama Queen Okay?
as I was Falling to the ground. I yelled out "Aaa!!! MY ANKLES!!!"
you know, Try to make it Obvious. I guess my friends catch on that I was hurt.
because one of them came up to me and ask
"is there something wrong?"
"no, no, NOTHING's Wrong.you're in the middle of a
Basketball game. I just like to Randomly Cry in Pain"

so Einstein over here finally figured out that there's something wrong. so then he asked
"uuuuhhh... what part is bothering you?"
what are you? an Idiot? both my hands, are Grabbing my ankle.
and, and I even yelled out "AA! MY ANKLE!!" as I was Falling.
FINALLY he was like
"okay, I guess you're hurt. I'm gonna go find an Ice Pack or something. to help your ankle"
"uuhh.. thanks!"
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hhahah god Bless you Kev. for being such a Patient Human :P
and so I found this comment from one of his fans

Gam3rKidd (22 hours ago)

hahaha! this reminds me of the time at school our teacher was telling us a story and he was saying "I was listening to the radio on the way to work yesterday morning..." then a student raised his hand and asked "Sir, where do you work?"

and there's a part that he told us that one tinme. He wanted to brush his teeth. and he asked his friend
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"hey, Dude. can I borrow your toothpaste?"
and he was like "...............what for?"
"for my armpits. okay, I need tooth paste, for my armpits. isn't that what we use toothpaste for?"

so next time your teacher told you that there's no such thing as an Stupid Question. ask him
"can you take off the pants? is that a stupid question?"
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no, no he's kidding. don't really ask them to take off their pants.

Peace.Love.Stupid

Edward's Diary.

sup readers?

I found something today on bellasdiary.com.

Dear Diary (Edward’s Diary)

July 4, 2009

I couldn’t have prepared myself enough for how deeply consumed I would become with reading Edward’s Diary. It’s been absolutely heartbreaking reading the black book with the red ribbon wrapped around it. The one from before Edward met me.

I’m not ready to post one of his diary entries yet, but one quote from what I’ve read so far has stood out more so than anything I’ve read so far -more than anything Edward has ever said.

“The days flow into the nights. There’s no separation between the two. I have nothing to live for - yet here I am, a blood-thirsty immortal. A vampire. I wish Carlisle would have let me slip away, let me die. I was only a few breaths away from resting in peace, forever. Instead, I’m stuck here, trying to figure out what the point of my existence is exactly. Trying to fight my urges - wanting nothing more, yet nothing less than to be a masochistic monster. Although I know Carlisle had good intentions, I also know for certain that I have no intentions of living forever. My destruction wont be easy, but in the end, I know I cannot live in this dark, lonely world forever. Nothing will stop me from eventually abandoning this perplexing, abstruse existence of mine. Nothing.”

When I think of a world without Edward, all I see is a dark, black hole. Nothingness. It’s hard to digest the fact that Edward could have had himself destroyed, and that what we have could have so easily never existed. Renesmee… immortality… eternal love…none of this would have happened. If I never would have met Edward, I wouldn’t have ever known what unconditional love was. I would have never known what it’s like to love someone so much, that you’d give your life for them. To be with them, always.

Reading Edward’s diary, so far, has made me appreciate him more than ever - if that’s even possible. My understanding of the things he has had to ensure is becoming more and more clear with each page I read. Edward’s writings are so powerful, so profound. It was all written a long time ago, too - and it can be hard to understand at times, but Edward helps me with the parts that aren’t clear to me.

Earlier today, Jacob was visiting - spending time with Renesmee, of course. Edward and Alice went to go look at this years Porsche Turbo’s together, which meant I had some time alone to kill. In that time, I managed to read a rather large chunk of the black book that had the red ribbon on it - that I now use as a bookmark. I stumbled across one entry of his that I would like to share with you next time I write.

For now, I’m going to see what Charlie’s up to. I think he was mentioning something about him and I hunting together. I have to admit, it’s odd when bonding with your Dad goes from sharing a pizza and running through the days events at the dinner table, to tackling wild animals and drinking their blood together.

-Bella

td gue liat something d Youtube yg kyk nanya2 ttg if you could have a superpower. what would you be?" d Youtube Live.
pas bagian KevJumba

Kev: I would like to be able to...Fly.
guy: Okay, so if you could fly. where would you go?
GUe: Fly...Fly... Flyyyy........... To your heaarrrt...*dgn gjlsny*

gosh. i missed him. as I told people on Facebook. I spoke Song.
so.

"Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?"

and

"Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me"

haaaaaaaaa-----
I missed him SO much.
I missed everybody so much.
I had a Lot of things to say;
I love you. I miss you. ect.

"when will I see your Face Again?"

well.

Peace.Love.Kill

GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sup Readers?
jd td gue ntn Blade of Glory.
pas bagian ntn videony gue tuh kyk terkagum2 gjls gt pas liat Video Iron Lotus.
yah. pretty much like this.

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*girl and Guy jumps*
Gue :Whooaaaa............
*Girl and Guy Landed*
Gue :Whooaaaa............
*girl's head Fell off*
Gue : GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I cried.

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what should a 11 year old girl feel after seeing THAT Death scene?
it looks more dramatic if you seen it from a big screen LIKE A TV
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and. so. I found this guy. his name was Kevin Wu.
he was cute. he was funny. he was cruel. he was AWESOME.
open my Facebook (Links) if you wanna see his video. it called "girl are just like M&Ms"
you also could look for him on wikipedia. using his stage name. "KevJumba"
well,

Peace.Love.Miss

*sigh*

sup readers?
I found something silly on youtube today.
comment on one of MJ's Video

exacerbatedtaboo (8 hours ago) Show Hide

I'm not anti Michael Jackson and I don't believe he harmed any kids but you'll never convince me Lisa Marie and him actually ever had sex while they were "married". Sorry but you won't convince me of that. I do like this song though.

PinkyxOmgg (8 hours ago)

Why would anyone even want or CARE to prove to you that they had sex?
What the hell, you sound silly.

Anyway, they were married for 2 years. I can't imagine a young couple not having sex for that long.

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I think it's stupid and I'm agreed with PinkyxOmgg

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trs ad jg yg blg

"why did MJ married to Lisa Presley?" ato ap gt

trs jwbny

"that because he couldn't marry Elvis Presley you Fool!!"
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world has gone crazy. whatever. my life sucks without him.
I misses him, I misses MJ. I Misses all of my Classmates.
I misses my teachers. I misses My Juniors and Seniors
*even some of 'em I haven't even talk to*
I misses suara2 brisik yg bkl ng-welcome gue tiap gue kluar kls.
I misses everybody's Shouts. Screams. and Yells.
gue kgn suara ank2 nendang bola.
gue kgn suara bola basket yg d dribble d lpangan sempit madina
*biasany bola gue d colong ma ade kls, d balikiny kapan tau.*
gue kgn suara mba kantin & mba ria nagihin bon.
tpi pling kangen? gue kangen suara dia lg ktawa.
hh. I misses everybody like crazy.
kmaren gue dah berhasil dan g numpahin air mta smpe sblm tidur.
hri ini? not so well. td gue liat nma dy d banner HP gue dan..
here they goes. shit. well,


Peace.Love.Cupid

LOVE LENKAA!!

Sup readers?
I wanna Share you Guys some music.
so I found this song on Channel V. I think it's Awesome!!

The Show - Lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause its to much, yeah its a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool, out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time

It's a joke, nobody knows
they've got a ticket to the
show.

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum, da dum de dum
and just enjoy the show
da dum de dum, da dum de dum
and just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show


hooh. I'm Worrying about "him" right now. g ol2 si. hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhh!!! ngeseliiinn!
gue tuh campur aduk bgt deh.
ya kangen. ya khawatir. ya pgn k toilet(loh?) eh slh2!!
pkokny campur aduk deh!!
gue boseeeeeeeeeeen bgt d rmh. mikiriny dy mulu.
HADDDDDDDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH
Dasar Lo Perfect Guy. well actually he's not that perfect.
some even said he's ugly. yah. iyaa jg si..
tpi gue rsany lupa smua it. lupa smua slack dy pas
liat senyum dy. mata dia. muka dy.
denger ktawa dia. suara dia.

haaah!!! udahudah!!! bikin org makin kgn aj! *syp jg?*

eh? kok g rame ya?

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYY HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
*brisik lo ken*

ah udah deh. cape gue

Peace.Love.Miss

Sup Readers??
so I'm ADDICTED to 2 lovely song right now.

so I get you guys the Lyrics.

somewhere Over The Rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high
There's a land that I heard of, once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream, really do come true
Someday I'll wish upon a star, and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops, away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow, bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow, why then, oh why can't I
If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow, why, oh why can't I?

Crazier

I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you open the door, there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe.

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier oh

Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't wanna hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier crazier crazier

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now. QUOTES!!!!
Addressed to him--of course--.
skalian Clue syp dy :P


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Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream, really do come true
-Somewhere Over The Rainbow

yaah. dia kan Dreamer

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Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't wanna hide anymore.
-Crazier

sama

I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe.
-Crazier

he do show me something 
yg dluny gw cma bsa "look" tpi skrg dah gue udah "see"

yaudah lah

Peace.Love.Air