Nightfall

it's been a while...

2011-09-05T06:35:00.000-07:00

it's been a while since i've updated this blog! it's been, what, a year?
and yeah! i'm still crushing on J! it's almost been 3 years? WHEEEEE~ :3

so! how have you guys been? i suppose no one's visiting nightfall anymore, =,=
are you all busy with school? boyfriends? life?
well, yeah, i suppose that's life, it never fails to bring new shits up, people would slowly forget things from the past.
but i don't want to.
i don't want to forget the past.
i don't want to forget my past, my past was too beautiful.
damn, if god would give me a chance to go back to the past, i would relive it just like how it used to be. i wouldn't change a thing.
well, obviously, i would've tell my old self things i haven't realized 2-3 years ago.
how precious it was, how precious crushing on your senior was, how precious playing with everybody in your school was, how precious my loving teachers were.
everybody was so kind, so sweet, so trusting.

as years past, i've gotten a whole lot bitterer, you must've noticed them in my writings though ///w///

some says pain matures people.
i have lived my 13(i'm almost 14 now xD) years of life, believing, it's not like that.

Pain changes people.

they mature, yeah, but they also take people's trust, kindness, and all that.
i learned this the hard way tough :3 my teachers from madina were all so trusting.
while in putra, my teachers were so suspecting.
i felt like a prisoner, as a kid with such a sensitive heart, i didn't like to be suspected.
well then again, who likes to be suspected? hey i didn't do anything, what's your base to suspect me like this?

sorry i got carried away u,u

anyways, i really don't want kids after me to feel the same way,
just like all other great changes (:3), i decided to start with my very self.
i decided to just you know, tough up. because staying sensitive to everybody else will only hurt me.

it's only then i realized, that by toughing my self up, i just lost something precious.
i have became more like those insensitive adults i promised myself not to turn into.
the ugly thing though, my insecurity stays =,=
no, it grew even bigger! i have some people right now i dared myself to call bestfriends but still,
the insecurity sometimes attacks.
in the past year, i've had countless suicidal thoughts. not those with consideration though,
you know, just, when i stand near the balcony, i asked myself what would it feel to let myself fall, i'd mindlessly think "hmm, may be i'd bleed, yeah, i'll definitely be covered in blood. hm, blood would feel cool against my skin right?"

then i'd snap out.

but i still have thoughts like, when i was peeling fruits' skin off, or cutting veggies, i'd stare at the knife asking myself what would it feel to cut my wirst with it.

then, i asked myself; since when did i became so desperate?
kenny is a strong person! i can adapt to anything! i can live my life without much plan.
it's been pretty cool so far! why cant i continue?
tbh though, i then also realize i have such precious friends with me, such cool teachers (the others may be :/. but there are still some of the cool ones), and then, i have cassie, don't I? i have DBSK, don't I? i have SJ, don't I?

they are all great people, they are all strong people, they may all may lack something from either their life, or their personality, or their appearance, but they are all still hanging there!
we are all walking the impossible path, we've gotten laughed at, scolded, bashed, we had wars, we all have cried ourselves to sleep, we all have faced great obstacles. but all the thrill, all the pain, the laughter, the love, OUR love. those things made all the pain worth it. :)

i know i should've posted this at nooneshouldevereadthis.
but i also know that that blog has even less visitor that this one-_-
and that blog contains the pages of my life that i never wanna open anymore.

this post isn't as fluffy as my usual posts.
i'm in a very ugly mood rn.
remember i love all of you readers and how i want to give my firstborns to those who comment :3 ( but i wont though, because i really want to have kids :DDD)

ssoooooo
i guess, i'll reah you when i reach you!
chao!

turut berduka cita

2010-05-15T15:27:00.000-07:00

Inalilahi wa inailaihi raji un
turut berdukacita atas meninggalnya Attar Sayid Ahmad Aththariq. adik dari Ipeh.

rasanya aneh dpt heartache untuk orang yang gue belom pernah temuin.

waktu gue baca status ipeh, gatau kenapa gue panik.
gue sadar ga mungkin ada update status dari Attar tapi gatau kenapa gue dapet urge untuk buka fb Attar,
untuk konfirmasi.

gue scroll down, gue baca wall2 terakhir di profile Attar. isinya goodbyes.

gue buka tab facebook gue lagi. gue diem. suddenly jari gue pgn bergerak.

jari gue ngetik:

"the world is filled with surprises. though some of them might be unpleasant, we need to keep moving forward. every unpleasant surprises gives you the most priceless lessons. every heartaches gives you a stronger and steadier heart. we should cherish every lesson cause the best lessons are given by your loved ones."

gatau kenapa gue ngerasa jadi orang terkotor di dunia.
kemaren gue isi dgn ketawa dan tidur.

gue ga abis pikir, kok bisa gue ketawa dan tidur while Attar, probably lagi berjuang ngelawan cancer hati.

cancer.

udah berapa juta orang yang kalah ngelawan penyakit itu?
gue googled.
gue nyesel. harusnya dari awal gue gausah google itu.
gue gatau tadi gue mikir apa. harusny gue tau,
dengan jumlahnya, gabakal does anything ke heartache gue.
malah makin sakit.

gue cape.
kayakny gue bakal butuh waktu untuk mend these pieces of my broken heart.
broken heart, yang bahkan gue gatau dari mana datengnya.

with shattered heart,
Kenny.
(salam baru, something like that. kayakny g pantes bilan jai zian di entry ini.)

Random Things Around

2010-04-09T08:13:00.000-07:00

location: school (few hours ago)
condition: Milla Salsa Fira and I are working on our assignment. it was late.
we're worried if one of the teachers would come and scold us for staying so late at school.
Fira : eh kalo ternyata ada pak *gue belom izin make nama* gmn? ntar dimarahin loh
syp gt: iya ntar di marahin "kalian ngapain masih di kelas?? pulang sana" dll
syp gt: "udah sore pulang sana lagian knp g dari kmrn selesein tugasny pulang sana"
gue: *respond k omongan yg gue denger. refleks. g nyadar lagi konsen* yah elah, bapak.
*semua nengok*

location: Fira's
condition:working on the same assignment, few days ago.
Fira: kalo nyokap gue dtg tau kita lg dengerin lagu ntar dikirany g ngerjain tgs loh.
rame2: yaudah ntar kita pasang tampang serius aja/ dikecilin aja/ dll
Fira: ntar kalo nyokap gue dtg kita pura2 belajar ya*emg sebenerny belajar* ntar kalo d tanyain lg apa pura2 belajar.
someone: jadi kalo d blg " kalian lagi ngapainn????" jawabny--
hampir semuanya: PURA PURA BELAJAR, TANTEEEE!!!!!!!*stupid*

location: Fira's
condition: milla and I are staying at fira's. we're watching attack on the pin up boys. near the ending of the movie, there's a scene of kibum and donghae. donghae binging a shit shaped plush and put it on top of kibum's head. kibum took it off and play with it. holding it in his hands while talking to donghae.
Fira: mill, cowok lo yg mana sih?
Milla: yg megang tai cowok gue.
Kenny: ... *felt something's not right*

#for those who still doesn't understand the joke, it was supposed to be "cowok gue yg megang/mainin boneka tai." you know, in primary school there are jokes like "yg ga cepet lari pacarnya ~~~~" when you want everyone to run or else everyone will amke a joke of the loser and the ..victim, dating. milla said "yg megang tai cowok gue!!" like he want the guys to hold shits and then they'll be her namja chingu(boyfriend) or else....

location: school's health center
condition: milla and i aren't feeling so well so since there are no teacher in out class. we decided to rest in the health center. we were reading fanfics. we were talking about how onkey fanfics are weird like they say " key: i wanted a baby. onew: lets sleep." thats really funny. the thing is the weren't meant to say that they'll sleep together,, you know. but i just sounded like that.
Milla: ada yg lebih aneh lagi, kayak onew ketemu key tau2 bilang " SLEEP WITH ME NOW"(she said "sleep with me now" but somehow it sounded like "sipitmingaw" we need to keep our vioces reeeaaaalll low because there are another kids in the health center)
Kenny: huh? onew blg apa?
Milla: dia blg"sipitmingaw"(sleep with me now)
Kenny: ...siput pinggang....?
Milla: kata onew "SLEEP.WITH.ME.NOW" goblokkkk
both: *unable to keep our voices low anymore. laughing like shit.*

location: school
condition: salsa fira milla and i are talking about... boys.(what? it's unavoidable!)
Fira: gue pengen punya anak!
salsa: bikin sana sama cowok lo.
salsa: cowok fira kan ada 2. emg cowok lo ada brp mil??
Milla: 4...
Salsa: nah elo juga banyak, bikin sono.
Milla: eh kalo ditambah bokap gue jadi 6.
salsa&I: *died laughing*

#for those who doesn't get the joke.
1. salsa thought milla count his dad as two she wondered how big is milla's dad*stpd!*
2. i laughed mostly because milla mentioned her dad. after salsa told her to . . . ya know with her namja chingus.

still the same scene...

fira/salsa: kenny cowok lo berapa?
Kenny : 15... EH?? *kok tau2 gue tajir cowok.. padahal 5 detik sebelumny gue masih free..?*

---------
well that's some of the .. bizarre things going on around.

aannd

since NOBODY comented on my last entry*sobsobsobsob*

i decide it on my own.
so,

Zai Jian!

A MESSAGE FOR DBSK AND SM ENTERTAINMENT

2010-02-05T02:56:00.000-08:00

so i opened this vid eo about DBSK it's really sad. i was actually crying.

so i put up this comment in popseoul.com

PEOPLE PLEASE FORWARD THE QUOTE I BEG YOU

"DBSK pleaseeee don’t split up~
SM, pleeaase grant these boys wishes. you would be like an IDIOT if you just gonna let DBSK go like that.

i want to put up a quote from a Cassiopeia that i think would represent the other fans’ feeling

“its not just SOME friendship. it was built with love. DBSK please stick together we love you, Cassiopeia loves you, the other members loves you. please stand by each other’s side. cause you all know. we’ll always do. with all of our heart, we love you.we’ll always keep the faith of DBSK’s togetherness, ALIVE” – a Cassiopeia"

please forward this quote if you do really care about DBSK, about Kpop, about Music.

lets pray for dbsk's togetherness.

by the way, i've noticed that "peace.love.~~" is already ROTTEN!!!

so i was thinking about making a new closing message!

how about...

Annyeongi gheseo!

? or

Annyeong!

if nobody comments this post in 1 week, I'll choose on my own.

thx

annyeongigheseo~

omegle!

2010-02-04T04:10:00.001-08:00

one of my faves
==
You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You: hi asl

You: ?

Stranger: male

You: sl?

Stranger: 19

Stranger: u?

You: country?

You: female 18

Stranger: I know where you come from now

You: ?

Stranger: must be China

You: haha no its not

You: i came from US

Stranger: I doubt about that

You: hahaha

Stranger: well.

Stranger: Do you believe in Bro. Chun?

You: really i mean it

You: ha?

Stranger: perhaps

Stranger: well

Stranger: you got a msn or other stuff?

You: i had a yahoomessenger but it kinda rott

You: ican't open it

Stranger: never mind

You: what country did you came from

Stranger: the one mentioned above

You: china?

Stranger: yep

You: wow i chated with 4 chinese people today!!

Stranger: and I discover that when I mention the country ,the partner always disconnect

You: so is omegle really popular in china?

You: hah? rlly?

Stranger: I really cannot figure it out .

You: oh. haha

Stranger: actually China has a huge population

You: i know

Stranger: there are lots of omegle users, though it is popular actually

You: oh

Stranger: in which state do you live?

You: ny

You: i'm a new yorker

Stranger: I see

Stranger: One of my friend lives in Connecticut

You: oh thats cool

You: so whats your name?

Stranger: yeah, and he sometimes introduce something about the US

Stranger: er... You can call me Lee

Stranger: cos my it is my family name

Stranger: and what about you?

You: i knew that lee is a family name :)

You: hahah

Stranger: great

Stranger: you know what, I have to admit that you got up so early today

You: haha

You: yeah

You: but-- really?

You: what time is it in china?

Stranger: I think so

Stranger: it is 13 hours earlier than American time

Stranger: so it is nearly 8pm

You: it's morning here in us

Stranger: yeah I know

Stranger: BTW, do you go to college now?

You: idk what time is it in NY cause i'm sleeping over in my relative's house in DC

You: wahington

You: *washington

You: no~ i'm taking break for a few days there's some family personal stuff thingy

Stranger: I see

Stranger: I'm a sophomore in college now

Stranger: and right now I am having the winter break for Chinese New Year

You: oh

Stranger: Btw, this 2010 Chinese New Year is in 2.14, the same day with ST. Valentine's Day.

You: really? i didn't notice it, when is it

You: oh? on valentine's day? that's cool

Stranger: yeah

Stranger: but some lovers may not get together for St. Valentine cos they have to go back their parents

You: yeah i just googled "chinese new year 2010 ang thought about that

You: *and

Stranger: ahh..

You: uh, hey sorry

You: i gotta run off

You: bye

Stranger: never mind

Stranger: bye

Stranger: thanks

You: .. excuse me. thx?

Stranger: have a nice day~~`

Stranger: I meant thank for chatting with me.

You: you too-- oh, wait it's already night there right? then, have a nice nifght and day :D

You: ohh yeah you too

Stranger: ~_~

You: xiexie

You: bye
==

Peace.Love.Xiexie

Sehe Bokmanee Bateuseyo!!

2010-01-04T05:54:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year Y'all!!

Hauoli Makahiki hou(hawaiian)!
happy new Year(english)!
Felix sit annus novus(italian)!
Sehe Bokmanee Bateuseyo(korean)!
Bonne année(french, klo g slh)!
Eutychismenos o kainourgios chronos!
Kul 'am wa antum bikhair (arabic)!

=

2010!!!
o yeaaahhh(shut up, kenn)
okay. so lets hope that 2010 will be a blessed year for all of us(bener ga? BODO!)

=

and, I just wanna let you guys know, that I felt sorry for those who passed away lately.
thx for what you've done to your families, friends, and the world.

=

aand please let me beg you guys to open

SuJu's Sorry Sorry's Lyrics & translation

and

Super Junior's Sorry Sorry Video clip

btdoubleu, have y'all know that I'm getting more and more Idiotic lately???
YEAHHH!!!!
it's up to you if you wanna call me a love sick fool!!

Teddy!
Kangin!
Saranghae!

--

"the Teddy's Bad."
it's okay, I love him!
"he's in lots of trouble."
Can I help him?(stpd)
"he's a Bad ass kid"
his ass?(very stpd)
".."
I LOVE HIM!!

--

Teddy Oppa.
saranghamnida.
XD

--
Kangin is the cutest, funniest, Teddiest guy I ever seen
though he's a bad guy or whatever they say, I LOVE HIM!!
i LOVE it when he smiles, and his eyes looked like a dark line under his eyebrows
and that supersweetsmile,,, omykangin.

so,
Peace.Love.Lovesickfool

the Defenition of "Aigoo"!! credits, copyright thingy and all those complicated stuff goes to Urban dictionary!

2009-12-26T11:48:00.000-08:00

you know for the last few days the word "aigoo" is like fire dancin around my tongue.
i mention it over and over like it's a magic spell. so i think you might wanna know the definition of aigoo
~~~
1.Aigoo
something to say while sighing in korean. kinda like "aw man" also said when one wants to sigh but cant

old lady: aigoo, i have only a few years ahead of me
teenager: aigoo, i have so much homework
darwin: aigoo, i ran out of ramen

2.Aigoo
Korean Word showing frustration and exhaustion. See "Cham nah" or "Seh Sang Eh...(showing awe)

Stupid kid: Wait.. So x + 3 = 5
Korean kids: yeah...
Stupid Kid: SO x = 5!
Korean Kid- what?! Aigoo.. You idiot..

3.Aigoo
Slash: Hey what's your phone number. I checked "Torch" and it was under on my cell phone.
Torch: Uh, did you check under "aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Torch?"
Slash: ...Whoops
Torch: Aigoo...

udah lama ya gak ngepost

2009-12-12T05:15:00.000-08:00

Dear sheep,
I've been wandering bout you for the last like, 33 hours.
it maybe sounds idiotic or insane. and wrong.
wrong, but very honest too

I"M LOSING MY MIND!!!!

anyways, here's my favorite new quotes by Ms.Dewi

"dewiindiani: Ya ampunnn, kalian itu. Tapi, seru kok itu. Saya waktu di semabel juga gitu. Paling seneng kalo uda ujian karena bisa duduk bareng kakak2 ganteng,hehe..
dewiindiani: dinikmatin aja, selama ga kelewat bates"

Peace.Love.MsDewi

DEAR ALL 2nd GENERATION OF MADINA!!

2009-11-27T04:59:00.000-08:00

mo nonton bareng!!!!

Jam : 12am WIB
Hari/tanggal : minggu 29 november
Tempat : Setiabudi building 21.
Film : New Moon

cuma buat 2nd generation-sorry-.
ngumpul di samping tempat game coin's booth yaa
jam 12 TENG udh hrs nyampe!!!
kalo ga gue bacokk!!!*ga lah paling gue sambit pake apa gt*
yaudah yaa thanks for your attention

wass

Peace.Love.Moon

Falling For you - colbie caillat

2009-11-25T05:18:00.000-08:00

"Fallin For You

I don't know but I think I may be
Fallin for you, droppin so quickly
Maybe I should, keep this to myself

Waiting 'til I
Know you better

I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me

I'm trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out

I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know what to do
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you [x2]

I'm fallin' for you

Ooohhh
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I'm fallin' for you"

I'm fallin for you.

Peace.Love.Colbie

KIM JOON YOU JUST GOT TO READ THIS!! BBF!!! KIM JOON!! T-MAX!!

2009-11-03T08:16:00.000-08:00

GOD!!!
you know, I've been checking out some articles.
that mentioned that Kim Joon, likes to, you know check out the Internet just to
check out if their fans are writing something about them,

anyways, the main topic now, is about TMAX!!!
ooyeaahh!!!
so, just like what I told some of you I love the song "PARADISE"
but oh my goodness, Check. THIS. out!
it's reeeaally cool!!! awesmacking!!
anyway, i love it. aaand maybe some of you heard of this song before.

here I give y'all a link.

link

aaand some other treat for you guys who open this wit your black berries.
for you who just don't feel like clicking the link to see the video and lyric
but ya know what! you can still check the lyrics out!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Mr.Lonely

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin

I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Kim Joon if you're reading this please came to indonesia we love you Tmax's awesome BBF's awesome YOU're awesome.

and if you guys just wanna believe me, I knew a girl who learned this song all night and keep practicing from, like 10.00pm until 1.00am and locked herself in her room reading the text over and over for the rest of the night. isn't she crazy or what!!

oh, wait, that's MY story.

oh, well, whad'ya know, after all, I am a Schmegeggy!!! (? I really should count down on watching the nanny)

PS:
Kim Joon, 100 of thanks I give you for singing this song.
if you never did sing the rap part, I just might never learn how to rap.
I might never know how much fun i can feel just by rapping. thanks.
:)

Peace.Love.KimJoon

Nahuel

2009-10-30T22:44:00.000-07:00

Lullaby aka. Nahuel

Note : loves to play outside.
my sist let him out side in my gran's house (ps: confuses him, apparently)
no one ever found him after that. hope he's okay now.Nahuel just like kucing hutan. since he's the fast one.

ATTENTION

2009-10-30T22:29:00.000-07:00

dear all,

emang gue sengak ya?
semoga aja ngga.
gue g pernah maksud jadi sengak kok jadi kalo ada yg nganggep gue sengak maaf ya
gue beneran ga maksud kok

no!!

2009-10-13T03:19:00.000-07:00

yo

last night I found Snowball's body turns cold.
her heart bear just.. gone.

so this morning, The gardener bury her.

her grave.

may Snowball Rest In Peace.

Peace.Love.Snowball

Snowball Lullaby

2009-10-03T08:58:00.000-07:00

yo

hey guess whaatt??
I GOT TWO RABBITS!!
Angora. manis bgt
gue KAGET bokap said yes. abis bokap tuh biasany ngelarang Bgt.
aanyways kan ada 2 rabbits.
yg satu yona yg pilih the white one. angora. named Snowball
yg gue pilih buluny item-putih kea panda gt. mukanya kea om om.
Lullaby!!!

kalo snowball gamau makan dari tgn org. tapi pas d taro makanan deket muka dia d kandang, langsung serbu gt.

kalo Lullaby mo makan apa aja, di mana aja, dan kapan saja!! (main point: tukang makan) tapi sering bgt dy makan carrots on my lap. biasany kalo udh selese makan dia diem dulu. begitu d taro di kandang langsung *srrr* digestive systemny lancar bgt! ga boong!!

kalo bokap udh masukin foto2 dari camera ntar gue upload foto mereka

chat with Alyss

2009-09-28T02:30:00.000-07:00

anyone can read this?
and what I'm talkin about is the Doodle.

peace.Love.Doodle

Beautiful Quote I've been forgotten of this one for a long, long time.

2009-09-27T10:35:00.000-07:00

"Open The door, my princess Dear,
Open the Door to thy true love here!
And mind the words that thou and I said
By the fountain cool in the greenwood shade."
-Frog Prince

[the Frog prince Fairy Tale]

Gempa

2009-09-27T09:21:00.000-07:00

yo

hokaaay ini udh agak lama tapi yahh kinda funny sih

in Reaction keluarga gue pas gempa

Rumah Gue

Nyokap : GEMPAAA GEMPAAA WAAAA*kalang kabut*AYO KELUAR RUMAAAH*narik2*
gue : Mmm-hm, gempa, yaaa yaaa,,,, mah, kenny mo ke kamar dulu mo ngambil hoodie sama novel, yaaa yaaa...
Yona : ntar mah Dvd yona.... baju yona.... yaaa yaaa

Nenek Gue

(Di Carefour)

Nenek : kok goyang? sih? hmm, gempa ya. oh ya gempa.

Nenek Tis(naik motor)

Nenek Tis : mang2, kok pada keluar rumah sih?*nanya ke tetangga, ga nyadar soalny abis naek motor*
Tetangga : ada *apa gt bhs sundanya gempa*!!!
Nenek Tis : HAH??? ADA MONSTER YAH??

Mas Iqbal(diceritain Nenek Rat)

Lagi naik motor,

Orang2(O2): *keluar2 rumah * GEMPAAA GEMPAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I : *berentiin motor* ada apa pak?
O2 : GEMPAAAA GEMPAAAAAAGEMPAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I : ............
O2: GEMPAAAA GEMPAAAA GEMPAAAA!!!!!!!
I : ........................ aya Naon?

ada beberapa lgi yg lucu sih tapi gue males ngetik, so yeah.

Peace.Love.Naon

Goodnesssss Me!!

2009-09-22T01:56:00.000-07:00

yo

guesss whaaaaatt???

I got an.

AWAAAAARRDDD

o yeah everybody.
it's an award!
a.w.a.rd!
A-W-A-R-D!!!!
*norak lo ken*

AND!! I'm going to give this AWESOME award to:

1. Kak Ayu!
2. Arisa san!
3.Kak Masya!
4. Kak Naziiie!
5.Taaams!

Click to See their Blogs!

LANJUT

OKAY NOW. HERE'S THE RULE :

"Gampang aja yang menerima award ini diharuskan untuk membagikan kembali award ini kepada sepuluh orang temannya. Dan selanjutnya si penerima award harus meletakkan link-link berikut ini di blog atau artikel kamu :

1. Juragan Jengkol menuntut Balas
2. cilpilicious
3. anind
4. bojes
5. andin
6. ocky
7. Indira
8. Nadya's Days

9. Your Alter Ego

10. NightFall

Click to see their blogs!

Aturannya begini : sebelum kamu meletakkan link di atas, kamu harus menghapus peserta nomor 1 dari daftar. Sehingga semua peserta naik 1 level. Yang tadi nomor 2 jadi nomor 1, nomor 3 jadi 2, dst. Kemudian masukkan link kamu sendiri di bagian paling bawah (nomor 10). Tapi ingat ya, kalian semua harus fair dalam menjalankannya. Jika tiap penerima award mampu memberikan award ini kepada 5 orang saja dan mereka semua mengerjakannya , maka jumlah backlink yang akan didapat adalah..

1. Ketika posisi kamu 10, jumlah backlink = 1
2. Posisi 9, jml backlink = 5
3. Posisi 8, jml backlink = 25
4. Posisi 7, jml backlink = 125
5. Posisi 6, jml backlink = 625
6. Posisi 5, jml backlink = 3,125
7. Posisi 4, jml backlink = 15,625
8. Posisi 3, jml backlink = 78,125
9. Posisi 2, jml backlink = 390,625
10. Posisi 1, jml backlink = 1,953,125

Dan semuanya menggunakan kata kunci yang kamu inginkan. Dari sisi SEO kamu sudah mendapatkan 1,953,125 backlink dan efek sampingnya jika pengunjung web para downline kamu mengklik link itu, kamu juga mendapatkan traffik tambahan.Nah, silahkan copy paste saja, dan hilangkan peserta nomor 1 lalu tambahkan link blog/website kamu di posisi 10. Ingat, kamu harus mulai dari posisi 10 agar hasilnya maksimal. Karena jika kamu tiba2 di posisi 1, maka link kamu akan hilang begitu ada yang masuk ke posisi 10."

PS: Copy Link2nya juga!

Peace.Love.Award

I addopted 2 Babies.

2009-09-18T09:50:00.000-07:00

yo

web : Babydow

my Identifier : KennyBug

my Babies : Ian(boy) Wanderer/Wanda(girl)

Addopt yours!!! they are very cute babies!!

and if you wanna sign up and made your own account.
you might need my Identifier name if they asked you who's your mentor.

Peace.Love.IanWanderer

Few Changes. New Banner!

2009-09-15T23:10:00.000-07:00

Yo

TRADE TRADE TRADE!!!!

aand I changed this Blog's name into "Nightfall"

Sketch's Copyright belonged to Burdge-Bug

Peace.Love.Nightfall

Tractor

2009-09-15T09:10:00.000-07:00

I never know that

HE EAT LIKE A TRACTOR!!

Peace.Love.Tractor

Arisan Keluarga

2009-09-14T07:34:00.000-07:00

yo!

jd gue mo cerita soal arisan sabtu kemaren, yaaah awalnya biasa aja sih.
tapi pas udh maleman dikit gt,kan ka Virna ma ka Vega dtg.
nah nyokap blg ke gue "ke, ajak ka Virna main sana" dan gue bales dgn tatapan "what do you think I am? a six year old girl? what do you think ka virna is? an eight years old?"

nah trs kan ge gabung sama kakak gue, ke ruang makan nyokapnya di lante 2 jadi sepi gada tamu gt. trs bikin cheese sandwich. makan, nah abis it kan nyokap ka Aisha dtg blg " Aisha di bawah ada virna vega tuh, ajak Vega main sana" gue keselek gra2 pgn ngakak, ka aisha ngerang, "eeeeeeegh mama apaan sih! yg ada aku ngajak virna! kok ngajak Vega!ntar Vega jadi kayak boys Before flyers(temantemanku tercinta*huekkk* terutama sesama fans BBF, Chillaaaaxxxxxx!!!!maksud kakak gue "Boys Before Flowers!!")ntar bikin baru! BBG! Boys Before Girls!!!"

trs kan akibat d dorong oleh nyokap gue dan nyokap kak aisha gue dan ka ai pun turun ke tamu2 dgn niat bersosialisasi*ya ga gitu lah*
nah sampe bawak kan ka ai rada ragu2 gt d depan tangga, nah nyokapny liat trs blg "gapapa kali sha, ke sini aja. YG COWOK JUGA SODARA KOK" okaaay keanya kinda rude yaaa kalo gue ngakak. ka Virna ketawa sedikit ka Vega senyum Ka Aisha Merah

daaaaan kitapuuuun KABUUUR!!!

lo bahkan gamau tau apa Excuse kita ^_^

ps : eh yg ga suka jgn pada marah!!!

Peace.Love.Haha

reunian madina mimpi.

2009-09-14T00:54:00.000-07:00

yo.

jd ceritanya gini

kan lagi reunian madina angkatan taun 2008-2009 Bukber!!!
haaahh-- pgn.
jadii yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
ceritanya pada seragaman cowoknya-- kaos+Tux+celana terserah asal item--
kalo cewek *ok gue curang mimpinyaa!* atasan terserah+ Skinny item(gapake Jilbab)
settingnyaa, kalo lo pernah ke persada halim, kan ada tempat di sebelah kolam renangnya. di situ kita makan2 ngobrol2 ada yg nyanyi2 tapi kita ga hire singer---budget mepet sweet things.-- yg nyanyi anak2. tapi suasananya informal gitu. yup, GUE BAWA KARTU UNO.

cerita :
jadi kan awalnya kita main2 uno, awalnya cewek2 angkatan gue, trs cowok2 ikut, trs nabila nambahin kartunya, zahwa nambahin kartunya, trs ade2 kls anak bola banyaaak bgt yg ikut *hm, di samping gue ada yg ngelirik2 atalla* trs anak2 yo yo ikutan di ajak sama faiz kharis *kharis ikut bareng anak bola*.
eh ternyata anak yo yo ada yg bawa kartu. yaudah tambahin lagi, nah kka kls ternyata jg main uno *segitu kangenya gue main uno*
and so we play Uno together, beberapa guru jg ikut.
yaudah lah krn banyak yg ikut kita mulai dari awal lagi. nah anak2 yg baru masuk kan yg kea nyelip2 gt*kea apaan nyelip2*
NAH pas bgt gue lagi ngakak2 bercanda sama apap faiz *ngegossip biasa* tiba2 "dia" nyelip di antara faiz gue. lagi ngakak gue apap faiz bareng2 BERHENTI. faiz sok ngajak ngobrol biasa semuanya
faiz : mana sini kartunya! gue kocok!! *ngocok kartu, bagiin*
(ngomong ke dia) ehh!! lo tau ngga. *conf d sensor* hhahahahhaaa*ngakak garing. gue apap sok mendengarkan. nyengir.*
dia : ehh, hahahahah *ga ngerasa tense lagi naik.
gue sama apap kan lg pegangan tgn, kerasa bgt beat nadi kita berdua makin cepet.
trs dia kea ngajak ngomong gue gt. gue otomatis gigit pipi bagian dalem gue supaya sakitnya nyeimbangin jadi gue ga senyum, bibir gue sempet geter though :D
gue langsung gigit bibir keras2. gehh gue bisa ngerasain aroma garem-karat-something I don't know dan rasa darah di mulut gue.
--tapi abis gt gue jg ketawa pas dia ngejoke.--.

trs udah azan anak2 makan, main Uno pun terlupakan.
gue apap nabila ke tempat parkir duduk2 d trotoar depan VW Kodok LUCU BGT GUE GA BOONG WARNANYA IJO MINT trs ada antenanya gt kan biasanya di tutupin topnya pake bola busa gt. nah itu BENTUKNYA EYEBALL!!!! aah! gue pernah liat it di pameran VW !! lucu bgt! awalnya VW super lucu itu nyita perhatian gue. tapi gue nbaru nyadar kalo ada org lagi megangin hp duduk di Kursi dpn *tmpt nyetir* gue awalnya ga nyadar it syp tapi ternyata itu DIA. yaaa gue gapake mikir2 dulu lagi langsung blg

Gue : WOI. ngapain?
Dia : EH hah? eh, OL.*megang hp*
Gue : gue gtau lo suka VW?
Die : eh, ya. ini pny temen. minjem.

PEOPLE PEOPLE!!
ATTENTION!!!
seperti biasa, dlm mimpi, EVERYTHING'S POSSIBLE

tiba2 apap muncul*WAH peran apap banyak*
afaf: keeeennnnyyy!!!!! beliin *something, klo g salah soda apa gt*
Gue : but I ain't got a car!!!
Dia : gue bawa kok
afaf Gue: *cengo, ga boong*
Afaf : ehhh yaa beli di Indomart deket sini aja! belokan ke 2*blablabla*
Dia : Ok, naik Ken
Gue : eh? udah lo kok gue ikut???*nada suara gue jd tinggi krn panik*
Dia : lo kira gue pembokat lo*narik ke seat sebelah dia*

mobil jalan

Gue : .....
Dia : .....eh Ken sekolah lo gmn?
Gue : ehh biasa aja. ada guru Killer ngincer gue.
Dia : wah.
Gue : ...(dalem hati "ya, WAH")
Dia : ya nyampe, beli sono.
Gue : *keluar mobil. beli, balik*
Dia : WAH Cepet.
Gue :*nyengir*
Dia : what cha waitin for? get in.
Gue : *masuk* eh, lo gmn d madina?* THE OLDEST QUESTION *
Dia : Nothin Special. still the same. eh, FOTO BOX!!!!*ya kawan2. tua sekali bukan*
Gue : (dlm hati: ada ya? tempat Foto Box outdoor di Indonesia?)hm.
Dia :*markir deket foto box* foto!!!
Gue : hah??
Dia : mo foto bareng ga!
Gue : kalo mo foto knp g pake HP aja?
Dia : ah elo! ga dramatis!!*narik GUE ke Foto Box*

about 1 or 2 minutes later

TER CETAK LAH 3 frame foto. (2 kecil, 1 gede)

Gue : yaampun... gue.... kea apaan...

ya teman2, foto2 itu sangat lah parah

foto 1(kecil)
frame : bola basket di pinggir bawah kiri. di sisi2 lainya ada kea garis2 ngegambarin angin gt, pusaran warna abu2 *JELAS ini frame pilihan gue*
posisi gue : ngeliatin dia, expresi g bsa d tebak, antara sayang sama geli
posisi dia : mata membesar kaget mulut bentuk persegi panjang berdiri pokokny mukanya ga nyante bgt.

Foto 2(kecil)
frame : Dr.Evil yg d austin Power di pinggir bawah kanan. alis Dr Evil naik mulut kea lagi blg "u" trs ngacungin jari kelingkin d dpn muka (frame pilihan dia)
Posisi gue & dia : kembaran sama Dr.Evil
*kembar 3 yg tidak lazim*

Foto 3(gede)
Frame : garis item polos(kesepakatan, gue gamau yg norak2)
Posisi Dia : expressi sok keren, alis kanan naik sok serius
Posisi Gue: ngakak liat expressi sok keren dia, sampe nangis.

gue pilih frame 2 buru2, yaampun! ini kocak!!
dia masang muka bete yg nyaris aja gue fall for.
trs dia ngambil foto1,masukin ke dompet--awwh lucunyaa--
gue selipin foto2 ke buku the host yg secara ajaib gue bawa2

nah, the main question is...

Gue : yg gede digimanain nih?
Dia : MAKAN!
Gue :*melotot kaget*hah??!
Dia : ya gak lah! aduh! udah, tinggalin disini aja mamer hasil keren buat the next photo box user!*nyopot kertas lapisan di belakang foto, oh. ternyata itu stiker!(baru nyadar, goblok bet lo ken)trus dia tempelin itu ke sebelah kamera foto box, dasar perusak fasilitas umum!(sok apaan lo ken)*
Gue : eh! balik2!! ntar gue disambit afaf!!
Dia : OYA!!!

scene2 selanjutnya

1.naik mobil

2. kelamaan belinya gue d ajak suit sama apap*inside joke, kalo dtg bukber d rmh naaabs waktu it pasti ngerti.*

3. makan2 minum2*noo too bad gue ga bakal boleh minum champagne, and so are the rest of the kids. kita minum2 sprite, fanta, coca cola dll di pinggir kolam.*

yah, pretty much gtlh mimpi gue, sorry 1 scene gue ga tulis abis udah lupa yg jelas it has something to do with a GIANT SIZED TEDDYBEAR.

Peace.Love.Photos

Beautiful quote

2009-09-05T08:50:00.000-07:00

"It's not the face but the expressions on it.
It's not the voice but what you say.
It's not how you look in that body but the things you do with it.
You are beautiful."
-Ian O'Shea

Peace.Love.Ian

I ♥ ? - Taylor Swift

2009-09-05T07:19:00.000-07:00

Wish I had concentrated,
They said love was complicated,
But it's something I just fell into.
And it was overrated,
But just look what I created,
I came out alive, but I'm black and blue.
Before you ask me if I'm alright,
Think about what I,
Had to do... yeah,

Wake up and smell the break up,
Fix my heart, put on my make-up,
Another mess I didn't plan.
And I'll bet you thought you beat me,
Wish you could only see,
I got an "I ♥ ?"
Written on the back of my hand!

I'd be fine if you'd just walked by,
But you had to talk about why
You were wrong and I was right.
But I can't believe you made me,
Sit at home and cry like a baby,
Wait right by the phone every night.
And now you ask about you and I,
There's no you and I,
Remember what you put me through,
I had to...

Wake up and smell the break up,
Fix my heart, put on my make-up,
Another mess I didn't plan.
And I'll bet you thought you beat me,
Wish you could only see
I got an "I ♥ ?"
Written on the back of my hand!

And when you're home all alone at night,
You'll still wonder why
You took everything I had, oh baby.
I haven't thought about you and I,
There's no you and I, and I know
Someday you will...

Wake up and smell the break up,
Realize that we won't make up,
It didn't go the way you planned.
And you'll know you didn't beat me
When you look down and see
I got an "I ♥ ?"
Written on the back of my hand!

Written on the back of my hand!
An "I ♥ ?", yeah.
Written on the back of my hand...

mmm, can't decidee

2009-08-30T09:29:00.000-07:00

sup readers?

so I had this new poem, but I just can't decide what should I name it!!

ugh!!

so anyways, here is it

"the last flower petal of the season just fallen
but there's something in me blooming
looking for the thief who got my heart stolen
lyrics of the song I've been singing
the stars glows in your eyes, sky truly is endless
sun ray and wind dances with your hair
the eyes I'm looking at truly are fearless
Moon light plays on your skin so fair
Time goes on but love would stays
our eternal blooming meadow shall not fade
Love will wait Years Months Weeks and Days
it will come to us and bring us out of shade
The song that Ive been singing
The song that I've been writing"

and!

in case some of y'all haven't get the note yet.
they said that it's okay to Ignore your grammar to create rhymes!!
it's an exception for lyrics poems sonnet and stuffs!!!
YAAAAAAAAAAAY!!

Peace.Love.Fearless

Sew itt!!!

2009-08-24T08:30:00.000-07:00

Sup Readers??

well, Instead of explaining useless stuffs I'll just saw y'all what i just did!

AND

hha and, guess what??
IT'S A PIN!!

my mom brought me sewing kits, flanels, and pinss.
thank god gue masih pny lem tembakk! jd pin dh!!

Peace.Love.Sewing

kurang sial apaaa coba gue hari ini?

2009-08-22T08:06:00.000-07:00

heeey readers.
Sup?

it started pas gue chating sama nerissa.
first one,
1.KESELEK.

ohh beauty, gini ceritanya

Nerisa INDS: Hahaha
I think you two should really going out,, you have lots in common

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: haha.
for example?

Nerisa INDS: **********
The most obvious thing

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: yaaaa and?
man I love *********

Nerisa INDS: Ummm... You have the same..

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: what?
shoes?
LOL

Nerisa INDS: Shoe.. Maksa

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: hhhahekk
*keselek es teh*

Nerisa INDS: Hahaha

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: ner brb gue mau ambil minum keselek(gue keselek beneran)

EHEKK EHEKKK

DANG!

2. KEPLESET
aduuhh punggung gueee potek deh

jd kan abis gue keselek es teh gra2 ngakak pas chating ma neriss.
gue lari ke ruang makan nenek gue*lg d rmh nenek!*
NAHHH PAS GUE MO NGAMBIL GELAS KE DAPUR
*gelas d ruang makan abis* ada poddle d depan pintu dapur gitu! aah!
daaan GUE PUN KEPLESET! jatoh duduk punggung potek kaki keseleo

DANG!

3. ketumpahan sirup

jd abis gue melewati beberapa*ok 2* kesialan d atas. gue balik ke komput.
lg minum sirup nih, sambil baca nguping jakarta.
NAH gue ngakak. kalo tadi keselek aja.
kalo skrg, KESELEK DAN SIRUPNYA TUMPAH!!

DANG!

4. kangen banget sama dia

everything remembers me of him! aah! *bleepp* I missed you SO MUCH!
trs I just couldn't help it but smiles pas gue tau sia masih make sepatu ituuu
*touched*

DANG!

hmm tambahin cerita tambahan chating gue sama nerissa aaaah!

--
Nerisa INDS: Brarti nykp lo tau klo lo ska **** ga "suka"tapi "sayang"
bahaha

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: iiiya
nekat ngga sih

Nerisa INDS: Whoaa

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: lo tau ner

Nerisa INDS: Bgt!

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: nyokap gue kan buka usaha jualan sejadah2 sama alat solat buat anak2 sama teens
nah untk sekalian iklan nyokap mau bikinin gue
jd gw(mau) bawa k sklhn gue (biar iklanLOL)
nah kan gue bikin sendiri modelnya
jd sejadahnya siluet gitar item-putih gt
mukena ma bawahan jg
bawahanya gue bikin pake velcroe jd ada ruffles gt. kan ga biasa
*nah loh jadi iklan*
aaanywaaays
ntar kan sejadahnya bisa d lipet jd tas.
d luar tasnya tapi bukan nama gue yg d jait
tapi "*bleep*'s"

Nerisa INDS: Weeew nekat bgt lo! Well gpp sh

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: kalo gue bawa ke mis itu baru nekat ner
klo d putra mah bodo deh satu sekolah tau jg
(DOESN'T MEANS GUE MAU IT D UMUMIN LO TAU)
--

aaah pokoknyaaa cleanin stuffs up dlu dh*beresin meja komput. berdoa keyboard gapapa, TERNYATA KEYBOARD INI BAIK2 SAJA TEMAN! YAYY!!*, udh beres, buka kenny kev's. ngetikin semuanya. bca ulang. edit sanasini. sensor sanasini. aand DONE!

tinggal ketik

PS: untuk semuaanyaa gue minta maaf ya klo gue pny salaah! :)
selamet puasa :D!

Peace.Love.DANG

sigh yayy

2009-08-16T08:23:00.000-07:00

heeyy
sup readers?

hahh--
tadi ikut lomba tarik tambang. 4*ato 3?*GAME!!
hahh--
padahal belom makan pagi, belom minum.
hahh--
duit cma 10.000
yaay--
arsya nyerahin posisi ke gue. kakinya sakit.*gue dpt posisi hasil mohon2 tuh*
yaay--
ketemu "dia"
yaay--
ngeliat "dia" ktawa beberapa kali.
yaay--
dia paskiib
yaay--
MENANG TARIK TAMBANG JUARA 3!!(juara 1.2 kls 8.9)

ooohhh who's the daddy noooww 7th graderss???
*GJ lo ken.*

aahhhh kangeen sama "dy" Madinaa
aahhhh kangeen sama anak2 angkatan 2
aahhhh kangeen sama anak2 Madinaa!!

Peace.Love.YaySigh

otak gue lg dlm frequensi yg sama sama bokap.

2009-08-15T09:23:00.000-07:00

td gue lg asik2 tidur d bangunin sama nyokap bwt dtg k acara arisan.

Kenny : hahh-- pengen gt ya, kalo pas weekend tiduuur sehariann. gausah pergi kemanamana.

Bokap : Well, Welcome to the Club.

Peace.Love.Tired

SmittenSmittenSmitten

2009-08-12T05:42:00.000-07:00

Sup Readers??

UGH-- he knows it very well how to drive me CRAZY!!

Boy, you got me goin Crazy!

Jantung gueeee

Peace.Love.Smitten

ketemu dia hari sabtu kemaren pas peringatan isra miraj!!! SMP PUTRA

2009-08-09T05:20:00.000-07:00

Sup Readers?
well, I'll just shorten the story for y'all.

=
lagi jln d Koridor. papasan sama dy.

Gue : *ngelirik*
Dia : *ngelirik*
Gue : *Kesandung*

-
lagi abis d bagiin snack sama makanan d mesjid. gue lg minum.

Gue : *ngeliatin*
Dia : *senyum*
Gue : *keselek*
=

BEGO.

okay i liked someone else.
tapi g seperlimapuluh ny gue ska "dia"*anak madina*

Peace.Love.Clumsy

HUAAA!! INI DI MANAA???? Mammmaaaaaa Kenny Nyasaaaar!

2009-08-08T04:17:00.000-07:00

sup everybody?
lo tau gue tadi nyasar naik angkot

gue salah naik 26
nyasar sampe ke depan metropolitan mall
kan d dpn MM ada gang2 gt
gue masuk2 k stu duit tinggal 3500
udh nyampe tmpt namanya gabus raya ato apa
gue tanya aja sopir angkotnya "pak pak, emg pangkalan ojek deket sini mana ya?"
gatau tu org dendam apa sama gue. dy blg "itu d situ. ade turun aja"
yaudah gue turun pas gue tanya ke mba2 tukang jualan mi bakso apa gt
d dpn alfamart gt. katanya "oohh deeek, deket sini mahh gada ojeeek! paling kamu kluar sana ke metmall. d sini adanya becak"
detik itu juga
gue merasakan dorongan yg sgt kuat untuk nguber dan ngebunuh tukang angkot tadi
kta mba2 tkngy mi bakso it
"kamu naik angkot ini aja!!(nunjuk 05) ntar ada gang. kamu lewatin sampe 3 kali. gang ke 4. kamu turun." "trs kamu msk gang itu. ntar kluar2 d metmall"
yaudah gue naik tu angkot eh ada ibu2
blg "mo ke MM ya de? saya juga! ntar jalan bareng aja! kan nyebrangnya bahaya tuh!"
demi manners gue jawab "iya bu, makasih." padahal suara udh begeter. mo nangis
yaudah akhirnya gue naik angkot ma tu ibu2 yg bawa anak trs turun
jalan bareng udh sampe dpn MM dy tunjukin pangkalan ojeknya
gue nyampe kyk g bsa brenti blg makasih ke ibu2 it
gue jg rada bingung soalnya
jdi. akhirnya.
GUE PULANG NAIK OJEK DGN HANYA DUIT 2500 D KANTONG DAN TAS SEBERAT SAPI D PUNGGUNG

lo tau berapa memalukanya itu?
well, gue jawab.

SANGAT.

anyways

Peace.Love.Embarrass

Just..

2009-08-02T04:49:00.001-07:00

Just to let you know about my position right now.

-
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
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have y'all heard of

"there's a tiny little difference between passion and poison. and love contains BOTH"

*o yeah I made it*

I wanted and I've tasted the "Passion" so, now's the time to take the "poison"

Peace.Love.Hurt

:) :) :) :)

2009-07-23T07:55:00.000-07:00

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey
sup readerss?? heeeeyyy
I'm so happy I wanna dance so badly.

so yasterday I went to MIS aand gueessss whaaaa??
HE'S STILL THERE.
I'm not even sure about my face color and my temperature.
i saw him smiling. he looks at mee aand ah ga ah ntar pada tau lagi. :P
I don't know why but it feel just awesome when I realized he hadn't forgot me

*D'OH!!!*

gue jg blm cerita ttg suatu cerita pas gue d MOS

jd ada ank. dititipin barang apaaa gt pas lg d mos
nah jd kan yg nerima kka osis. asumsi gue si nama tu anak
"alfredo bell" tapi yg d umumin mlh
"eeh!! ada ALFRED OBEL GAAA?? ALFRED OBEELL AAAAALLFREEEDDD OBEEEEELLL"
gue langsung nutup mulut. kan ga asik aja gt klo gue ngakak ndiri.
"ALFRED OBEELL!!!! eh, alfred obeell??? hhahhahhha kok namany gt c? hha ALFRED OBEEEELLLL"
ngikik diem2 lah gue. abis ga tahaan!!!! namanya udah kyk gt d treakin lagii!!!
poor guy. steady there Budd.

teruuus apa ya? ooohh yaa

MAKASIII YAAA BUAT KAKAK KAKAK KELAS YANG UDAH NG-APPROVE FB KUU MAKASIII!!! :D :D

eh yaa buka Deviant art gueee pleeeeaseee??? baik deeeeh
*oh iya doong*

terus td gue bru tw. ternyataa osisny tuh dah susah2 bgtt buat ng-MOS angkatan gue.
jujur gue malu abis angkatan gue ADA YANG GAPAKE ATRIBUT SAMA SEKALI
yaampuun.. muka gueee hadooohhh gue wakilin deh buat semua anak angkatan gue

"maaf ya kaak!! kita dah nyusahin bgtt!!! makasiiiiiiihhh bgt. MOSny tuh keren bgt!!!"

*ternyata malah MOS putra paling seru. d Labsky ma MIS ga di apaapain yaampun.*

kereen bangeeettttt!!! aduuhhh seruuu ga rugi gue masuk putra!!!
anak anaknya seruuuuu
guru2nya kereeeeeeeeeeen
senior seniornya baiiikkk

so Damn "wow"

and I wrote something on quizilla

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"at first I thought I don't like you anymore
feel kinda stipid for what I felt before
I mean, I Really do miss him Insanely
but being away with you doesn't hurt me that badly

but the second you looked at me in the eyes
that Lovebug sting me again. I've got hit.
your warm and deep eyes melts my ice cold heart
it's the Sensation I feel everytime our eyes meet

my heart warmed and melts as you stare
it beats faster and then I can start feeling it again
Love is a feeling that I could never Compare
I've got to see you again cuz I just couldn't handle the pain

I love you.
I miss you.
I need you.

and now. I'm addicted to you."

shoot

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anyways

Peace.Love.Shout

LAST DAY MOS!!!

2009-07-18T07:20:00.000-07:00

Sup Readers???
whoo!! hari terakhir MOS!!!
gue saking girangny nyampe pgn nari2 gjls. :P

gilaaa pengalaman ny asiiik!!!
yg MOSny g heboh kyk gini Rugiiiii!!!
kka Osisny c g Galak2 cma Tegas.
tapi kykny ad yg keenakan nyampe g pke atribut sama sekali.
Nyari Mati Abis Tu anak. :P

emg perauran sklhny heboh2 bgt.
superstrict. klo sikapny kyk pas d mis d sini dah d Skors ato lbih prah kli y??
tadi gue baca buku peraturany. NOO BAAD WOORRDDSS!!!
WHAT THE HECK?? mati deh guee..
tpi it justru jd challenge tersendiri*bwt gue c*

Displayny keren2~!!!
huaahh!!! tapiii kok basket ma futsal gada displayny???
whyy???
kan bis show murid2 baru beberpa move.
ngajak tanding ank bru kek.
msa gada siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii????????
sedih gueee yah tpi gmna pun gue bkl msk basket
ktany basket tuh sering bgt tandingnyy!!!
OmyGoshI'msoexcitedIwaslike"AAAAAAAAA!!"
*saking seruny nyampe ngomong g napas*

trs tdi ad beberapa kejadian lucuuuuuuuuuuu bgt
dan jujur. td tuh yg soal angket2 osis. wow. parraah
trs tdi kykny ad beberpa gosip jg
*gue lg gmn pun kuping tetep d pasang*
tpi yg ngebosenin? kok ttg ka Bintang smua c?
GAHH gada co laen? ap ank2 pda ska dy??
yaampunn. *tpi klo pda ska kok dy dpt "terculun"d angket?*
Girls ARE Complicated.
EHH!!! dan gue ngasi surat k dy waktu it bkn krn
gue ska dy ato mikir dy pling mending dri pda osis laen!!
klo gue trying to impress someone ngapaen gueksih dy
selembar kertas berisi tulisann kta2 ternorak yg bisa gue bikin??
yah. jd buat *beeeeeeeeeeeep* *beeeeeeeeeep* ma *beeeeeeeeeep*
(nama d sensor demi keamanan org yg berangkutan) BACA TUHH!!
gue tetep ska ma .. well, "him" yg dulu.
kykny dlm waktu deket ini gue bkl k MIS. mo ngasih tulisan2
pesankesan.. ma "Look after my
heart — I've left it with you."

hhahh!!! boong2 g se dramatic itu kli. tenseny gausah naik gituu!!
tpi emg si yahh hahhhahha

anyways

Peace.Love.Done

Love Letter

2009-07-15T09:01:00.000-07:00

Sup Readers?

hmm gue td dpt tugas ngasi surat cinta k OSIS cwo.
aduh. perut leher tgn kaki ma bahu gue langsung brasa aneh.
trs keringet dingin.
"hah?! surat cinta!? gimana bikiny??"
gue jg g trlalu afal nama osis cwo.
nak krn afaf kmaren d suruh blg osis bernama bintang baik.
jd gue ingetny dia. yauda lah. gue tulis surat k dy. baruuu seleseee

krn ad beberpa yg wonders isiny gmn(ha? gada?), nih.

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For K Bintang

My Insecurities are my Fault
My love will always be Yours
My Heart is locked like a Vault
But With Writing it’s an open door

Hope you could Understand the Pain I feel
And Realize Why
I’d try to explain but it’s so surreal
Hurts so much it makes me want to cry

And when you smile I can See the night Sky
Hiding in your eyes that both glows like stars
Hoshi.Estrella.Etoile

“My Reason to Know Love
My angel from above
You are my light
You give me sight
And for that reason
I Love You”

“Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate”
[Shakespeare]

Peace
:D

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Done. thx for people that have been helping me to get a good mood.
and thx for afaf and nanda. so then I remembered.
"I'm not the only one that would look silly tomorrow."
*peace*

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and I felt a SO MAJOR SUPER sorry. almost all of those words are actually dedicated to "him"
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh---------I miss Him.

hha
anyway

Peace.Love.Letter

?

2009-07-11T12:10:00.000-07:00

hey sup readers?
so, I actually Dreamt about MJ.
seinget gue si. gue liat dia NTN MEMORIAL DIA DARI SKY ABOVE.
Billions of people crying their eyes out for him.
at first. he looks sad when he saw his Children yg msii kcil2.
trs dia liat fans2ny yg lg nangis2 jg.
dia liat tmen2 dia.
kluarga dia.
he smiles when Jermaine sang "Smile".
he sings too when Jermaine sings "Smile".
he sings when everybody sings "We are The World".
he sings when everybody sings "Heal the World".
he saw the world said they Love him, They miss him, and so much more.
expresiny g bsa d tebak. trs dy blg
"thank you, thanks everybody, I Love you too, Thank you..."
he thank everybody, he said that he loves his fans too.
mukany bener2 face of an angel. dia kykny terharu bgt.
nyampe Tearing. he smiles like an angel.
as Beautiful and Calming as the Sky.
he also give some quotes

"In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears"

and

"Keep on Smiling
even When your Heart is Aching."

"I Love You all. Thanks for Everything, I Love you----"
and then he Fades Away.

*g, mxt gue gambar2 d mimpi it fades away.
bukan MJny yg ngelakuin Move Fade Away.*

"he's a Prince that came out of a fairy tale book.
he's a cupid that always spreads love everywhere.
he's a Wave of Peace that calms people down.
he's an angel."

trs gue bangun. ade gue ternyata Nimpuk Gue Pake bola Basket gue yg gue taro d Kamar.
Aduh. Sialan. yonaaa!! you.... TYKE!!!!

I really Miss My Friends.

Afaf Nanda Nerissa Nabila Tamara Alyssa Zahwa Faiz Rais Adhi Alfin Faqih Althaf Chandra Fadhil Mirza Abdul.

DANG !!

I MISS Y'ALL LIKE CRAZY!!!

he's not online Today.
hhhh--
I miss Him SO Much.

Peace.Love.Michael

MJ's Memorial.

2009-07-10T03:58:00.000-07:00

hey sup Readers?
few days ago. Thousands Pairs of eyes watched MJ's memorial. are yours one of em?
jd gue ma nyokap ntn. yah, tpi nyokap g trlalu konsen. gue yg nyampe kyk mtany dah d paku k TV.
gue yg udah nahan2 g nangis. pas Brooke Shields Speech?
pertahanan gue AMBRUK. nyokap gue lg chating nyampe kget gue ng-Sob2 depan TV.
terus org2 metro itu, dgn SOPANny. NGE CUT SPEECH BROOKE SHIELDS UNTUK BREAK.
gue pas liat itu d cut nyampe langsung kyk "HUANJIIIIINGG!!!!!!"
"HUHU GGA P,PUNNNYAA H,HHATIII!!!" Sambil nge Sob Tentunya.
gue jujur jg rada sakit pas bagian Usher nyanyi. nangiiiis
trs pas Kobe Bryant ma Magic Johnson. wow. cool. so freaking cool.
yang ikuut!!! gue ngiriiii!!!! hhuhuhuhuuu!!!
tai.
JOHN MAYER KEREEEEEEEEEEEEEN!!!
gue bener2 bengong pas dia main gitarny Human nature.
feelingny k rasa bgt!!! and I always Love that song.
slese main performanceny john Mayer? NANGIS LAGI

ah! cengeng lo ken!
Bodo! susah?
Iya! knp!
Pulang!
Oke!
bodo!
biar!
SHUT THE HELL UP YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!

Quotes:

In Our Darkest Hour
In My Deepest Despair
Will You Still Care?
Will You Be There?
In My Trials
And My Tripulations
Through Our Doubts
And Frustrations
In My Violence
In My Turbulence
Through My Fear
And My Confessions
In My Anguish And My Pain
Through My Joy And My Sorrow
In The Promise Of Another Tomorrow
I'll Never Let You Part
For You're Always In My Heart.
- Will You Be There

I'm so glad That I found You
- I'll Be There

and then I realized.
He was Even More Fragile Than I thought.
- Brooke Shields' Speech (book : the little prince)

his Laugh, was the sweetest, the purest, and the most beautiful thing.
seeing his smile Everything's Gonna Be okay
- Brooke Shields' Speech.

Keep on Smiling
Even When Your Heart is aching.
-Smile

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and then I realized. he was even more angel-like than what I used to Thought.

and, believe it or not,
MJ EATS KENTUCKY FRIED CHICKEN.
teruss! ktany Magic Johnson pernah main k rmh MJ
trs mkan KFC bareng sambil siting on the floor.

NGIRIII!!! *sabar ken*

and, some people, right now, Gossiping Bout Prince Hating his Father just Because he ate Gum at the show.
I think it's okay, sometimes, chewing helps me hide my feelings (weird, I know)
and just lik ewhat I said on my Facebook Status.

"PEOPLE!! why did you Judge Prince? I think it's Rational for Trying To hide your emotions. and HE"S A GUY. would you be seen as a Guy that Cries in Front Of the WORLD?? anyway, his eyes are a little bit red. isn't that bad enough loosing MJ? should he be gossiped TOO? use your Fucking Heads People!!"

agak jahat emg, tpi, yah. emosi si :D

daan dia OL tdi. aaaaawwh!! *apasi?*
gosh, Gue kgn diaaa!!

Peace.Love.MyLove

Stupid Questions.

2009-07-06T21:09:00.000-07:00

Sup Readers?

I wanna let you know that, I'm in Love with Kevin Wu's Videos.
so I Decided to put something here. this one is from his video called "Stupid questions"

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You know when you're young.
your teacher or your coach go tells you stuffs like,
"don't be afraid to ask. there's no such things as stupid questions."
that's retarding! well, of course, there's such thing as a Stupid questions
for example the other day. I was Playing Basketball right?
one time, I went up to grab a rebound. but, as I was Coming Down.
I landed awkwardly on my 2 ankles. So I'm like a Drama Queen Okay?
as I was Falling to the ground. I yelled out "Aaa!!! MY ANKLES!!!"
you know, Try to make it Obvious. I guess my friends catch on that I was hurt.
because one of them came up to me and ask
"is there something wrong?"
"no, no, NOTHING's Wrong.you're in the middle of a
Basketball game. I just like to Randomly Cry in Pain"

so Einstein over here finally figured out that there's something wrong. so then he asked
"uuuuhhh... what part is bothering you?"
what are you? an Idiot? both my hands, are Grabbing my ankle.
and, and I even yelled out "AA! MY ANKLE!!" as I was Falling.
FINALLY he was like
"okay, I guess you're hurt. I'm gonna go find an Ice Pack or something. to help your ankle"
"uuhh.. thanks!"
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hhahah god Bless you Kev. for being such a Patient Human :P
and so I found this comment from one of his fans

Gam3rKidd (22 hours ago)

hahaha! this reminds me of the time at school our teacher was telling us a story and he was saying "I was listening to the radio on the way to work yesterday morning..." then a student raised his hand and asked "Sir, where do you work?"

and there's a part that he told us that one tinme. He wanted to brush his teeth. and he asked his friend
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"hey, Dude. can I borrow your toothpaste?"
and he was like "...............what for?"
"for my armpits. okay, I need tooth paste, for my armpits. isn't that what we use toothpaste for?"

so next time your teacher told you that there's no such thing as an Stupid Question. ask him
"can you take off the pants? is that a stupid question?"
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no, no he's kidding. don't really ask them to take off their pants.

Peace.Love.Stupid

Edward's Diary.

2009-07-06T07:56:00.000-07:00

sup readers?

I found something today on bellasdiary.com.

Dear Diary (Edward’s Diary)

July 4, 2009

I couldn’t have prepared myself enough for how deeply consumed I would become with reading Edward’s Diary. It’s been absolutely heartbreaking reading the black book with the red ribbon wrapped around it. The one from before Edward met me.

I’m not ready to post one of his diary entries yet, but one quote from what I’ve read so far has stood out more so than anything I’ve read so far -more than anything Edward has ever said.

“The days flow into the nights. There’s no separation between the two. I have nothing to live for - yet here I am, a blood-thirsty immortal. A vampire. I wish Carlisle would have let me slip away, let me die. I was only a few breaths away from resting in peace, forever. Instead, I’m stuck here, trying to figure out what the point of my existence is exactly. Trying to fight my urges - wanting nothing more, yet nothing less than to be a masochistic monster. Although I know Carlisle had good intentions, I also know for certain that I have no intentions of living forever. My destruction wont be easy, but in the end, I know I cannot live in this dark, lonely world forever. Nothing will stop me from eventually abandoning this perplexing, abstruse existence of mine. Nothing.”

When I think of a world without Edward, all I see is a dark, black hole. Nothingness. It’s hard to digest the fact that Edward could have had himself destroyed, and that what we have could have so easily never existed. Renesmee… immortality… eternal love…none of this would have happened. If I never would have met Edward, I wouldn’t have ever known what unconditional love was. I would have never known what it’s like to love someone so much, that you’d give your life for them. To be with them, always.

Reading Edward’s diary, so far, has made me appreciate him more than ever - if that’s even possible. My understanding of the things he has had to ensure is becoming more and more clear with each page I read. Edward’s writings are so powerful, so profound. It was all written a long time ago, too - and it can be hard to understand at times, but Edward helps me with the parts that aren’t clear to me.

Earlier today, Jacob was visiting - spending time with Renesmee, of course. Edward and Alice went to go look at this years Porsche Turbo’s together, which meant I had some time alone to kill. In that time, I managed to read a rather large chunk of the black book that had the red ribbon on it - that I now use as a bookmark. I stumbled across one entry of his that I would like to share with you next time I write.

For now, I’m going to see what Charlie’s up to. I think he was mentioning something about him and I hunting together. I have to admit, it’s odd when bonding with your Dad goes from sharing a pizza and running through the days events at the dinner table, to tackling wild animals and drinking their blood together.

-Bella

td gue liat something d Youtube yg kyk nanya2 ttg if you could have a superpower. what would you be?" d Youtube Live.
pas bagian KevJumba

Kev: I would like to be able to...Fly.
guy: Okay, so if you could fly. where would you go?
GUe: Fly...Fly... Flyyyy........... To your heaarrrt...*dgn gjlsny*

gosh. i missed him. as I told people on Facebook. I spoke Song.
so.

"Well how long, can I go on like this,
Wishing to kiss you,
Before I rightly explode?"

and

"Well all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say it after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it kills me"

haaaaaaaaa-----
I missed him SO much.
I missed everybody so much.
I had a Lot of things to say;
I love you. I miss you. ect.

"when will I see your Face Again?"

well.

Peace.Love.Kill

GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-05T11:02:00.000-07:00

Sup Readers?
jd td gue ntn Blade of Glory.
pas bagian ntn videony gue tuh kyk terkagum2 gjls gt pas liat Video Iron Lotus.
yah. pretty much like this.

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*girl and Guy jumps*
Gue :Whooaaaa............
*Girl and Guy Landed*
Gue :Whooaaaa............
*girl's head Fell off*
Gue : GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I cried.

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what should a 11 year old girl feel after seeing THAT Death scene?
it looks more dramatic if you seen it from a big screen LIKE A TV
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and. so. I found this guy. his name was Kevin Wu.
he was cute. he was funny. he was cruel. he was AWESOME.
open my Facebook (Links) if you wanna see his video. it called "girl are just like M&Ms"
you also could look for him on wikipedia. using his stage name. "KevJumba"
well,

Peace.Love.Miss

sigh

2009-07-04T09:50:00.001-07:00

sup readers?
I found something silly on youtube today.
comment on one of MJ's Video

exacerbatedtaboo (8 hours ago) Show Hide

I'm not anti Michael Jackson and I don't believe he harmed any kids but you'll never convince me Lisa Marie and him actually ever had sex while they were "married". Sorry but you won't convince me of that. I do like this song though.

PinkyxOmgg (8 hours ago)

Why would anyone even want or CARE to prove to you that they had sex?
What the hell, you sound silly.

Anyway, they were married for 2 years. I can't imagine a young couple not having sex for that long.

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I think it's stupid and I'm agreed with PinkyxOmgg

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trs ad jg yg blg

"why did MJ married to Lisa Presley?" ato ap gt

trs jwbny

"that because he couldn't marry Elvis Presley you Fool!!"
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world has gone crazy. whatever. my life sucks without him.
I misses him, I misses MJ. I Misses all of my Classmates.
I misses my teachers. I misses My Juniors and Seniors
*even some of 'em I haven't even talk to*
I misses suara2 brisik yg bkl ng-welcome gue tiap gue kluar kls.
I misses everybody's Shouts. Screams. and Yells.
gue kgn suara ank2 nendang bola.
gue kgn suara bola basket yg d dribble d lpangan sempit madina
*biasany bola gue d colong ma ade kls, d balikiny kapan tau.*
gue kgn suara mba kantin & mba ria nagihin bon.
tpi pling kangen? gue kangen suara dia lg ktawa.
hh. I misses everybody like crazy.
kmaren gue dah berhasil dan g numpahin air mta smpe sblm tidur.
hri ini? not so well. td gue liat nma dy d banner HP gue dan..
here they goes. shit. well,

Peace.Love.Cupid

LOVE LENKAA!!

2009-07-03T08:58:00.000-07:00

Sup readers?
I wanna Share you Guys some music.
so I found this song on Channel V. I think it's Awesome!!

The Show - Lenka

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cause its to much, yeah its a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool, out of love
'Cause I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spot light
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time

It's a joke, nobody knows
they've got a ticket to the
show.

Yeah, I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze, and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone
I've tried, but I don't know why

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know, I've got to let it go

And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show
dum de dum, da dum de dum
and just enjoy the show
da dum de dum, da dum de dum
and just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

hooh. I'm Worrying about "him" right now. g ol2 si. hoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhh!!! ngeseliiinn!
gue tuh campur aduk bgt deh.
ya kangen. ya khawatir. ya pgn k toilet(loh?) eh slh2!!
pkokny campur aduk deh!!
gue boseeeeeeeeeeen bgt d rmh. mikiriny dy mulu.
HADDDDDDDDDDDDDDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH
Dasar Lo Perfect Guy. well actually he's not that perfect.
some even said he's ugly. yah. iyaa jg si..
tpi gue rsany lupa smua it. lupa smua slack dy pas
liat senyum dy. mata dia. muka dy.
denger ktawa dia. suara dia.

haaah!!! udahudah!!! bikin org makin kgn aj! *syp jg?*

eh? kok g rame ya?

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYYYYY HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
*brisik lo ken*

ah udah deh. cape gue

Peace.Love.Miss

2009-07-02T03:06:00.000-07:00

Sup Readers??
so I'm ADDICTED to 2 lovely song right now.

so I get you guys the Lyrics.

somewhere Over The Rainbow

Somewhere over the rainbow, way up high
There's a land that I heard of, once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream, really do come true
Someday I'll wish upon a star, and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops, away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow, bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow, why then, oh why can't I
If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow, why, oh why can't I?

Crazier

I've never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Til you open the door, there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find my wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe.

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier oh

Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't wanna hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier crazier crazier

============
now. QUOTES!!!!
Addressed to him--of course--.
skalian Clue syp dy :P

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Somewhere over the rainbow, skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream, really do come true
-Somewhere Over The Rainbow

yaah. dia kan Dreamer

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Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't wanna hide anymore.
-Crazier

sama

I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know how that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe.
-Crazier

he do show me something 
yg dluny gw cma bsa "look" tpi skrg dah gue udah "see"

yaudah lah

Peace.Love.Air

Chat with Faiz Nyokap

2009-06-30T04:55:00.000-07:00

sup readers?
muahaha!! nyokap gue Chating ma Faiz.
*PERHATIAN SEMUANYAA!!!! FAIZ ADALAH KORBAN INNOCENT. DIA GTW APA2. BEGITU JG GUE AWALNY!!!*
jd langsung kta lihat CUPLIKANY *nada peniros*

Maula Faiz: aduuh
kok gtu c
masa bsk berembuk
brgktnya
bsk jga

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: kls kta gt loh iz

Maula Faiz: hadooh
males gw
ad c duit
dititipin
tpi klo kyk gtu
nnti lom siap2nya
klo mo outbound
pasti hrs bawa
bju gnti'
jdi gmna nih?ad yg hrs dbawa?

green.mickey@rocketmail.com (NYOKAP): bawa aja baju ganti ma duit.

Maula Faiz: iy dah
ap kta loe
hadoh2
acara aj ribet bgt
-_-'

green.mickey@rocketmail.com(NYOKAP): yg ptg fun aj de

Maula Faiz: iy2

green.mickey@rocketmail.com(NYOKAP): gw off ye

Maula Faiz: ok2
bye

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: eh
iz
sori
it nyokap gue

BUZZ!!!

Maula Faiz: hekk
masa gw ngobrol ma nyokap loe

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: lo g pingsan kan iz?

Maula Faiz: serasa

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: sumpah td gue
lpaoff

Maula Faiz: aaaaaa
masa gw ngobrol ma nyokap loe!!!
aaaaaaaa
ah ken
nakutin loe ken

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: nyokap :enak kan ngobrol ma nyokap gue?
eh sumpah

Maula Faiz: adoooh
map2
*maap2

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: wuahaha
aduuh

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: huahahahhaha

Maula Faiz: waaah
ngerjain y loe

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: aumpah (sumpah)
demi allah

Maula Faiz: hekk

======

*sabar y iz. gue ma nyokap emg sakit gt deh*

bagaimanaKAH nasib FAIZ?!
kita tanya *goyang pala* GA.LI.LE.O

anyway.

Peace.Love.LOL

I misss Him Like Crazy!!

2009-06-28T03:00:00.000-07:00

heey!! sup readers??
maaf gue dah menelantarkan ni blog dah sekian lammmaaaaaaa!!!!!!
tpi jgn salahkan bunda mengandung(?) eh? loh? salah!!
jgn salahkan .... apa y? pkokny don't blame anyone deh!!
I MISS HIM SO BADLY!!!!!!!

jdi gue mo naro 2 Quote yg pling mencerminkan perasaan gue saat ini!!
heaaahh!!! * bacot lo ken*

anyway. Quoteny ni..

"my life was like a moonless night. very dark, but there were stars- points of light and reason... And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything."
[EDWARD CULLEN]

"You are my everything darling, my sun, my reason, my being. My soul is yours, your my gravity, my earth revoloves around you. Your the stars in the night sky and the reason I wake up in the morning. Your light blinded me and I am permanently succumbed to you. I love you,"
[ TAHA AKI ]

“I’m here, and i love you, i have always loved you, and i will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second I as away. When i told you that i didn’t want you, it was the very blackest kind of blashphemy.”
[EDWARD CULLEN]

“You are my life now.”
[EDWARD CULLEN]

HEEEEEGGHH!!
klo ktemu gue pengeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen bgt blg
"Ive lived without it for as long as i can stand"
[EDWARD CULLEN]

I'm Signing off now

so it's time fooorrr...
CLOSING QUOTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYY!!!
since I wrote this at night. and at night people sleep. soo..

“Dream Happy dream. You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours,"
[EDWARD CULLEN]

Peace.Love.143

hmmm

2009-06-22T05:53:00.000-07:00

it was just FUN

sorry I can't tell ya'll

aaahhh!! my mom's calling my name!!

WHAT? MOMM?? OKAAAYY!! I'LL SHUT THE COMPUTER DOWN RIGHT NOOW!!

ha?? YESSS FISH AND CHIPS FOR DINNAHH!!!

Peace.Love.Chips

YAAMPUNN!!!

2009-06-20T23:44:00.000-07:00

Sup Ya'll?
hri ini tuh sehari gue penuh Event. jdi gue critain 3 terbesarny aj

pagi 8-11
Graduation Ade Gue .
aduh ngapain si? mending ada yg kakany dtg.
org isiny anak KB&TK ma nyokap2 smua
gue pu mojok bak curut di pojokan mesjid.
bokapun natap gue kasian.
untungny bokap bawa kamera jdi gue bsa fto2.

sore 2-4.30an
nonton LA Streetball.
aduuhhh!!!! gila. nonton LA Streetball 2 stengajaman DOANG!!?
gue sempet bikin video ma moto2.
klo lo kira acarany rame,
hell to the no. sepiiii sepiiii sapeiiii *peace*
gue bener2 g percaya klo gue g tw klo dunia yg kyk gt exist dalem 11 taun idup gue
it's just... "whoa" klo mo liat buka album gue di FB
dan GUE KESEL BGT GARA2 NYOKAP & ADE GUE BOSEN GUE JADI GA SEMPET BELI KAOOOSS!! !HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUUUUU!!!!!

malem 8-10.30an lebih
Nonton Graduation
SERUU!! KEREEN!!!! GUE SUKA BGT PANTOMIMNY!!!!
sebagian besar sih gue nontonin dia.
*pemandangan terindah di dunia ; matany pas ktawa/senyum*
Mr Brian asik. pidatony singkat. padat. jelas.
aduuuhh. siapa yg d wisuda kok gue ma afaf yg nangis ya??
.aduh.aduh.

trs nginep d rmh apap.
sampe2 d rmh apap kta b2 langsung ambruk.

udah deh. gue masih pgn nulis tapi klo gue tulisin ntar pada tau syp "dy" it.
yaudahdeh.

Peace.Love.Event

Mind Games and Riddles!! thx for Double Trouble. Jake and Josh!! the best!!

2009-06-19T04:39:00.000-07:00

Riddle 1:

I GO AROUND THE HOUSE AND I CAN GO IN THE HOUSE. BUT I NEVER TOUCH IT. WHO.AM.I?

Mind Game : Are You Smarter Than A Werewolf [HOTTEST GAME IN LA PUSH!!]

Find the, S in the paragraph of eights.

888888888888888888888888888888
8888888888888888888888888888888
88888888888888888888888888888888
888888888888S88888888888888888888
8888888888888888888888888888888888
88888888888888888888888888888888888
888888888888888888888888888888888888
8888888888888888888888888888888888888
88888888888888888888888888888888888888

find the 'I' in 'N's

NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNINNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

Find the : in ;

;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
;;;;;;;;;;;;:;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;

~ Jacob Black

Riddle 2:

MR. AND MRS. SMITH WERE FOUND DEAD ON THE FLOOR. AT THE CRIME SCENE, THERE WAS AN OVER TURNED BOWL AND A PUDDLE IN THE FLOOR. WHO WERE MR. AND MRS. SMITH AND HOW DID THEY DIE.

Peace.Love.Riddle

Ooooo

2009-06-19T02:54:00.000-07:00

sup readers??
so today after we *grade 6* done our rehearsal.
we do some interview for our Year Book.
trs beli bakso--eh mie gt. nah kita lagi duduk2 gt.
karena alvin blm selese. anak2 yg lgi d tmpt bakso tsb
pada treak2in dia nyuruh ng-interview anak basket cepetan sblm pada plg.

Anak2 : WWOOOOII FIIINN!! INTERVIEW ANAK BASKET DAH BLM??
Alvin : JUAN KAN GAMASUUUUKK!!!
syp gt : alfin ma mikiriny juan mulu *secara ada Satrya d stu*
Gue : wah? nyeremin
Fadhil : iy. kyk althaf ni!! suka gue!!
Gue : loh? bkny terbalik yah? gue kira lo yg ska althaf.
Nerissa : JANGANJANGAN JUAN JADIAN SAMA ALVIINN!!?? wuahaha! *heboh heboh*
Nanda : Segitiga Dong sama Faiz!
Anak2 : HAA??
Afaf : kan waktu it pas juan nyariin faiz Ms.Dewi blg "juan tuh naksir Faiz ya?"
Gue : WUAKAKA!! waah. cinta segitiga yg aneeh... I couldn't even Imagine it.

BagaimanaKAH. PErasaan FAIZ??*goyang pala*
kita tanya. ga-li-le-o. *nada Feni rose*

Peace.Love.Laugh

Chat with Faiz

2009-06-18T08:01:00.000-07:00

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: lo liat panjangan ujung jari kanan ato kiri
trs lo tutup mata. bayangin

Maula Faiz: trus

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: klo yg lebih pendek it jdi lebih panjang. yg panjang it jdi lebih pendeh.
*pendek

Maula Faiz: yaaah
itu mah
ilusi

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: g
beneran
otot sama tulang kita ngelakuin instruksi otak soalny
*katanya*

Maula Faiz: wow
mntp
brarti

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: eh iz

Maula Faiz: klo mo model rambut gmna

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: knp?

Maula Faiz: tinggal dipikirin donk

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: gtw
hhe

Maula Faiz: jeeh

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: gue sih maunya muka

Maula Faiz: hahahaha

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: jdi kyk kristen stewart :P

Maula Faiz: klo gw c
pgn nyaingin c robpat (g akan izz :P canda2)
ma tom cruise
wkwkwkwk
LOL

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: aduuuhh
izzz
gue sakit peruuuut

Maula Faiz: y g laah
bgini jga dah cukup
g perlu jdi sp atw sp

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: asik
tua lo

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faiz lo tua bgt deh.
iy.iy
makin tua makin tau gue tau *loh?*

I Thank God I came to school Today

2009-06-17T23:29:00.000-07:00

Sup readers??
oh. me? Incredibly Awesome.
so Today I went to school.
but NO ONE of my class member goes there.
well, I don't Regret it Anyway!!
as everybody else get outta their Classrooms for taking a break.
I went outta Grade 6's Class room and sat down anywhere near the field to watch Him.
our eyes met like 15 - 16 TIMES!!!
should I be Happy or Aware??
--anyway .
it's LAD. no. not lad. LAD.
it's Laugh All Day *maksa*
dri tdi gue d lapangan ktwa trs.
pas plg jg I found out something about him that made me laugh.
ada acara "Revenge " gt. yah. can't tell all of it to you. everybody got access to my blog right?
pokokny ANAK KLS 6 YG G MSK RUGIII!!!!!*napsu gt ngomongny*

tpi yg ngeselin. g aman bgt gue ngeliatin dy. kyk ada alarm ato apa gt. dy pasti nengok k gw. padahal gue cma berani ngeliat dy pas dy lgi ngebelakangin gue. aduh. kok pas matany ktemu mata gue *iyeaaahhh bhsny!!* jdi kyk ksetrum ya?? aduuuuuhh!! GOOODD what's wrong with meee???? everybody said gue pnya slera aneh..I'm nuts and Insane. NOTHING is sane dlm "gue ska dy" DAN GUE NYADAR!! tpi ko msii ska?? aahh RIBET!!!

===

"What's the problem baby?"
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love, think about it every time
I think about it, can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it 'cause I can't ignore it if it's love
Makes me wanna turn around and face me
But I don't know nothing about love
-Accidentally in Love

===

ooh shit..
I'm Addict--- no. I'm Inffected.
trs... gue gtw ini gue aj yg penglihatany bermasalah.
ato dia ngeliat gue? g. bukan yg pas gue "busted" ngeliatin dy.
pas gue lgi ngeliatin ade kls yg KEBETULAN lgi ad d sblh dy.
trs pas gue lgi ngeliatin satpam2 . kykny. dia ngeliat gue.
DANG!!! gue langsung nyembunyiin muka gue yg dah PUANAAASSSS bgt.
trs... suara gue getting better!!! O YEAAHHH!!!!! *apa coba*

yaampuuun..... gue g jls bgt.

udah lah.

Peace.Love.Whitlock

oh Shit.

2009-06-17T06:54:00.000-07:00

sup Readers??

hri ini ktemu dy.
pas pagi sblm pergi.
tpi bentaaaaaaarr bgt.
pas balik abis fto2 dy dah pulang --Holy Shit--.
trs kan gue d jmpt. nyampe rmh gue buka komput.
and DANG gue jdi ska streetball.
well, I can't. but I love to Watch :P
gue jdi gila gini. dri tdi gue surfing internet.
ada beberapa blog that had really caught my eyes.

Sebelas Ballers

Mainbasket

well, I'll blame the internet.

trs gue liat Interview ma Insane.
he IS Insane.
=======

Petikan di bawah ini adalah wawancara via e-mail (unedited) dengan Richard dan akan dimuat di Suave Magazine edisi 53, Januari 2009 (edited).

> 1. Kapan pertama kali kenalan dengan dunia basket?

(Hmmmm, kenal basket SD. Itu juga ngk sengaja gara-gara pas jam olahraga kasti di outdoor ujan jd pindah ke aula. Ngedadak guru gw bikin game masukin bola qtu ke ring basket. Karena bareng sama cewe-cewe jd semangat gw masukin bolanya. Hahahahaha, lucu juga .. saat itulah gw ngerasa enjoy sama olahraga ini. Unsur ‘Fun’nya tinggi bgt .. Kayanya itu deh awal gw kenal basket !!)

> 2. Siapa pemain basket profesional yang langsung menjadi idola saat itu?

(Idola saat itu?? Kayanya baru pas SMP gw punya idola deh .. Ngk jauh man, Michael Jordan yg bikin semangat gw untuk ke lapangan basket terus buat ngulik gerakan-gerakannya biar persis kaya dia .. Mpe melet-meletnya juga gw ikutin !! Dasyat tuh Kang MJ .. :)

> 3. Kenapa basket? Bukan bulutangkis atau sepak takraw?

(Karena seperti yang gw bilang td, gw menemukan unsur FUN di permainan ini. So, ngk ada paksaan buat gw untuk mempelajari lebih dalam lagi. Jd everytime gw main basket, itu emang bener-bener berangkat dari ‘hati yang mencintai permainan ini’ .. Cinta itu ngk gw temukan di bulutangkis (walaupun gw sempet jago jg dibulutangkis .. Juara 1 Tujuh belas Agustusan ngk jelek-jelek amat kan ?? :) karena awalnya rasa cinta itulah akhirnya gw memilih basket. Gw baru sadar man klo ada istilah “FOR DA LOVE OF DA GAME” Dalem bgt !! Dan gw udh dapat mengerti arti itu ..)

> 4. Sempat main di tim pra-Kobatama, lalu kenapa banting stir serius main streetball?

(Sebenernya masih pengen terus sih di basket konvensional (Klub Scorpio Jkt), tapi gw waktu itu harus kuliah di NHI,Bandung karena uang kuliahnya murah .. Hehehe, Sempet gundah juga sih pas ninggalin basket konvensional cuma ternyata Tuhan punya rencana yg lebih baik atas hidup gw .. yang akhirnya dia mempertemukan gw sama yang namanya streetball (yang notabene membesarkan nama gw samapi detik ini) Thx GOD for lead my way all the time ..

> 5. Apa kelebihan streetball dibandingkan basket konvensional?

(Streetball ngk dibatasi oleh apapun, tidak ada batasan umur, tidak ada yang ngatur kita untuk begini atau begitu, dan yang lebih penting kita bebas bermain dan mengekspresikan permainan kita lewat sebuah game .. Kita juga dituntut untuk memberikan sesuatu yang baik kepada banyak pihak. Penonton dalam hal ini. Mereka meupakan sumber tenaga, inspirasi dan semangat di setiap permainan. Berkat kehadiran merekalah, sebuah energi permainan seseorang akan meningkat levelnya tanpa di sadari .. Itulah kelebihan streetball di mata gw man ..)

> 6. Bagaimana perkembangan dunia streetball Indonesia dibandingkan tempat lain di dunia?

(Streetball Indonesia masih sangat jauh perkembangannya dibanding negara lain dalam segala hal. Contoh kecil, Treatment ke pemain!! Streetball Indonesia ngk bakal bisa berkembang dengan pesat seperti negara lain klo masih di’setir’ oleh banyak pihak yang mikirnya cuma ngeraup keuntungan lewat streetball itu sendiri sama orang yang selalu berpikiran ‘aji mumpung’ .. mumpung streetball amsih booming, jd masih bisa dapet duit disitu !! Damn .. Org-org kaya qtu tuh yg ngk pernah mikirin streetball. Makanya concern gw cuma satu, kita harus banyakin liga streetball, jgn cuma tergantung sama liga streetball yang dari tahun ke tahun bisanya cuma ngerubah konsep aja .. PARAH MAN!! Mau dibawa kmana ini semua ?? Sedih gw klo ngeliat streetball Indonesia ..

> 7. Apa visi dan misi membangun komunitas streetball (Future)?

(Awalnya sih kita (FUTURE Streetball) punya visi pengen jadi panutan buat komunitas streetball lain di Indonesia karena Future merupakan komunitas streetball pertama di Indonesia dan misi nya cukup dasyat pengen nama Future Streetball dikenal oleh banyak pihak dalam hal ini Negara RI dan negara luar ..)

> 8. Apa visi dan misi membangun sekolah/camp basket streetball?

(Visinya membuat sebuah sekolah streetball dan freestyle yang berdaya saing tinggi baik secara regional, nasional maupun international dengan tidak meninggalkan nilai-nilai edukasi, sportivitas, nasionalis dan talenta sedangkan Misinya mampu memberikan dan menciptakan calon entertainer di bidangnya (streetball dan freestyle) yang berdedikasi dan berkwalitas. “Its not about quantity but its all about quality” (terbukti kan Juara Freestyle Contest LA 2008 kemaren Juara 1 dari Masa Depan Jakarta dan Juara 2 Masa Depan Bandung .. Berhasil kan Misi gw ..

> 9. Kenapa sekolah streetball? Kok bukan basket pro aja?

(Karena gw pengen menjadi ‘bapak’ yang mewadahin para calon streetballer dan para streetballer itu, dan gw berangkat dari hati bukan materi man .. Tolong digaris bawahi !! kebanyakan dari mereka masih dalam tahap pencarian jati diri karena luapan rasa ingin tau yang masih meledak-ledak .. so, gw pengen streetball jadi salah satu luapan rasa ingin tau tadi, toh positif kan .. ketimbang jadi negatif luapan-luapa td .. Klo basket pro udh banyak ‘bapak’ nya .. Hehehe, klo streetball kan blom ada ‘bapak’nya .. :)

> 10. Darimana mendapatkan julukan “Insane”?

(Gw dapet dari baller Australia namanya Steve, dia udh pernah liat AND1 di Ausie dan ketika dia lg di Indonesia ngk sengaja dia liat gw main di Lap.ABC Senayan (saat itu memang gw keluarin semua tricks dan moves yang gw kuasai tanpa menghiraukan apapun yang penting gw enjoy main ..) Eh, ternyata si Steve ini ngeliatin gw dari awal, malah sempet teriak-teriak qtu pas gw nge’trick’ pemain lawan .. Dan pas terakhir dia samperin gw sambil ngomong ‘Dude, ur insane man !! Great game ..” akhirnya kita terlibat pembicaraan kecil dan begitu gw ceritain ke temen-temen kampus di NHI, Bdg (Qting, Japra, Ryan, Abah sama Willy) mereka sepakat bilang ‘pke aja tuh kata-kata insane buat nickname loe chard. Loe emang GILA sih klo lagi main’ .. From that day, everybody start to call me insane .. *oya, gw jadi inget kata-kata Alimoe “The real key to get ur nickname is when u played outside” .. Jd emang nickname tuh pengakuan dari orang atas permainan loe, bukan nyari dikamus tau menurut kita KEREN !! Streetballer kita salah kaprah !! KACAU ..

> 11. Bagaimana pendapat lu tentang dunia basket Indonesia (keseluruhan)?

(Yang gw perhatiin sih dari dulu kayanya cuma masalah SDM sama pembinaan yang ngk merata di setiap daerah. Mungkin karena SOP yang berbeda di tiap-tiap daerah taw gmn gw ngk ngerti .. Ada beberapa yang sudah terlihat Pro, ada yang masih parah bgt !! So, kita memang memerlukan banyak pihak yang memang mau bekerja di dunia basket ini dengan ‘hati’ bukan karena ‘aji mumpung’ td .. Dan coba diperhatiin lagi kesejateraan pihak-pihak yang terkait dalam hal ini elemen terkecil. Biar roda perbasketan Indonesia bisa bergerak .. kan selama ini terlihat diam mpe rodanya nyatu sama tanah !! Hiks ..

> 12. Pernah lihat sinetron yg ada adegan basketnya? Bagaimana menurut lu?

(Pernah !! Ngk ngerti mau kamana arahnya? Talent yang terlihat dipaksa untuk main basket .. dan figuran yang ngk ngerti basket .. Hahahaha, Parah !! Emang basket bukan yang utama sih ya di negara kita makanya jd asal-asalan ngemas segala sesuatunya .. Tenang, saat ini mungkin seperti itu tp gw percaya koq suatu saat nanti akan ada saat dmana basket akan menjadi prioritas no.1 di Indonesia .. Amin ..

> 13. Kalau dua selebriti ini minta diajarin basket, lu pilih yg mana, Ivan Gunawan atau Ruben?

(Ivan Gunawan .. Tinggi dan Besar, jd gampang ngajarinnya .. BODYnya aja udh basket bgt, cuma paling klo dia udh jago main basket gw minta barter di bikinin design kostum basket yang keren sama dia .. Hehehehe,

> 14. Hampir setiap sekolah di Indonesia punya lapangan basket, tapi prestasi basket kita (bahkan di Asia Tenggara) nggak bagus-bagus amat, kenapa nih?

(Itu dia man yang gw bilang td, basket di negara kita kan bukan prioritas utama .. Dan juga bukan olahraga utama. So, lapangan basket di sekolah-sekolah itu cuma sebagai syarat dan standart aja buat berdirinya sebuah sekolah, biar keliatan punya fasilitas olahraga. Ketimbang mereka harus bikin lapangan sepak bola kan? Mending basket .. Jd sisa tanah yang buat lapangan bola bisa buat bangun gedung lagi buat tambah pemasukan .. hehehe,Bis gw pernah liat lapangan basket yang dipake main futsal .. Sedih bro !!

> 15. Pelajaran paling berharga apa yang lu dapet dari main basket?

(Banyak hal sih yang gw dapet dari main basket .. Salah satunya adalah pedoman melayani bukan dilayani, memberi dan bukan diberi. gw pernah membuat satu keluarga menangis karena gw kasih duit Fee perform tampil Freestyle gw untuk bantu biaya berobat seorang bapak penjual kupat tahu langganan gw pas di kostan. Gw biasa ngutang soalnya, pas gw pengen bayar utang pas abis dapet duit dari freestyle koq tuh bapak ngk lewat2 udh 3 hari, tanya sana-sini? dapet informasi ternyata tuh bapak lagi sakit keras. Bener !! Pas gw dateng si bapak emang lagi terbaring ditemapt tidur ditemani istri dan 2 oarang putranya yg masih kecil2. Iba gw melihat itu, akhirnya duit freestyle gw kasih aja semua sama amplop2nya buat ke dokter. 2 hari kemudian tuh bapak udh lewat lagi depan kostan gw sambil bawa kue qt bikinan istrinya .. Terharu gw man !! Ternyata dengan talenta basket yang kita punya Tuhan juga titipin sesuatu buat orang lain .. Mungkin berkat doa keluarga itu jugayang ngk henti2 sampe sekarang yang ngebuat karir gw bisa seperti ini .. Itu sebuah pelajaran berharga yang gw dapet dari main basket man ..

> 16. Apa cita-cita lu bro?

(Cita-cita gw pengen jadi ‘David Stern’nya streetball Indonesia .. :)

source : Mainbasket.wordpress.com
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He's such an Inspiration.

gue stuju bgt soal jwbn no 12.
no 15 mengharukan.. *tearing (apa si?)*
he's just cool.
I had to go to my room now. my Gran's here and she won't let me use the computer any longer. so.

Peace.Love.Insane

555!!!

2009-06-15T06:42:00.001-07:00

555 visitors!!
girl, I love 5s

I Dreamt of him

2009-06-15T04:19:00.000-07:00

latar waktunya beberapa hari abis ujian.
soalny anak kls 6 blh msk ato g msk.
nah. --untuk alesan yg udah pasti-- gue masuk.
yg laen yg msk tuh cma Nanda. Nabila. Afaf. Faiz. Adhi.
kbetulan smuany tuh dtg d waktu yg sama.
jdi ktemuan gt d pintu gerbang.
tiba2 seorg tukang loak tak bersalah dtg.
tkng loak tsb --gtw knp-- bawa2 tas dy
*buat yg dah baca posting2 sblmny pasti tw klo dy yg gw omongin tuh cma 1*
ya gue bingung kok tasny ada d stu.

faiz : it tas org laen kli. mirip aj
gue : g ah. gue afal bgt tasnya
afaf : tserah lah. lo mw beli?
gue : DUH! yes! brp pak??

gue beli lah tas itu.
nah karena gada yg bawa tas. *gue jg g bwa*
ya tu tas gue taro plastik. *niat: pas nyampe rmh mw gw fto trs ftony gw frame*
trs pada msk sklh. Karena murid laeny blm kluar*bell pulang*.
yaudah kita maen kartu aj. Karena gue bosen gw berenti. gw niat mw beli minum aj d warung depan. Nah. Dah beli. Pas nyari uang d kantong. tau2 kamera d kantong gw. yaudah. gue buru2 fto aj tu tas.
pas gt tiba2 bel secondary bunyi. gue taro tuh tas d kantong lgi. gue taro d seblah locker kls6. nah. Gue langsung pergi k happy place gw aka. pos satpam. jdi gw bsa liat dy kmana aj d skitar lapangan tanpa hrs pindah2*tpi pohony ganggu nih!!*
aand there he is. Dy bwa sesuatu…. Tas gue?

Nanda : errr.. Ken? It tas lo?
Gue : klo gw g buta sih.. iya. Dri patahan Platnya…
Nanda : gue tanyain ya. *siap2 mw treak* WOOIII!!!*beep*!!
Nab.Af.Fa.Ad.Gw : NANDA!!!!! *pengen nutupin mulut nanda tpi gbsa*

Nekat. Trs dy kan dtg abis namany d panggil.

Dy : knp??
Nabila : Kenny mw ngomong!
Gue : hah!? Err..
Nanda : itu tas syp?
Dy : *lpa. Yg jls dy blg intiny it tas gue*

Dan. Yah. Lo tau. Klo mimpi. Smuany tuh kliatan normal. G aneh.
Jdi dy ikut gue ma ank2 makan siang d KFC.
Skali lgi bukti. Klo d mimpi tuh smuanya kliatan mngkin sebelum bangun.

Nah. Udah gt. Gue gtw syp yg nge arrange kursiny. Yg jls duduk d dpn gw. –duuhh!!--- gue charmed bgt.

Gue : *ngeliatin*
Dy : ..... mw?
Gue : HAH? Aduh. Ngga. Mkasi.*gelagepan*
Afaf : ehem *imitating cough*
Gue : *melototin afaf*

Udh slese mkn—dgn penuh perjuangan gue ngalihin mata gw dri dy bwt konsen k makanan—kita balik k sklh. Gue afaf Nanda pgn maen basket. Nabila Faiz Adhi nunggu d jmpt.

Kan kta msk. K kls 6. duduk2 maen kartu. D luar ujan ato knp gt jdi g maen basket. Aand *click * lampu dimatiin. Oh why. Were so death. Dy mw ngebuka pintu. **another surprise** kekunci.
Trs siapa gt ngebuka tu pintu pke jarum.*and. What in the world were those needle doing there?*
Trs pas mw pada balik brg2 aj karena g d jmpt2.
Dy ketinggalan Hand Phone d atas. Holy Shit. Satu skolah dah gelap. Yg laeny males. Dy gamau pergi sendiri. Dah gelap soalny. Kalian pasti ngira klo akhirny gue yg nemenin dy trs berduaan gt. Well, YOU’RE WROONG!!! Tw knp? Lanjut lah.

Gw kan mw ambil HP. Gue bru nyadar klo it bkn tas gue pas gue dah ngambil sesuatu dri situ. HP. Tpi bkn puny ague. Punya dy. Trs gue kasihin k dy lah. Masa mw gw ambil. Trs

Dia : TEXT BOOK GUA ADA YG KETINGGALANN!!*duh ngotot bgt si mw k atas?*

Afaf : k atas sama Kenny aj----AAAAHH!!!!!!*kakiny gw injek*

Jdi ujung2ny kta pada pergi rame2. nah pas dah nyampe tangga. Tiba2 gue ngeliat bayangan2 gt d balik pintu gerbang. Trs kta samperin. Any guess it syp?? Yup. It’s Johnny Depp. Orlando Bloom. And Keira Knightley.

Keira : umm sorry? Would you care to tell us Where were we? *hah? Nyasar neh critany?*

Gue : Umm..*mikir; mampus. Bhs inggris gue pas2an bgt!!! Grammarny ancur lgi!! Mlu bgt klo d liat Johnny Depp!!*

Adhi : uuhh??? Madina Islamic school? Tebet? Indonesia??

Orlando : I thought we supposed to shoot the fighting scene here??

Dia : EEEHH???

Johnny : can we just shoot the Fucking Scene now?? I got a place to go to.

Faiz : well, just come in then!! *ngizinin seenak jidat. Gara2 d liatin Keira kykny*

Gue : yaa.. just.. come in *charmed gra2 Johnny Depp. G peduliin klo satu2 kru yg mreka bawa tuh kameramen doing.*

Keira . Orlando . Johnny : thanks! *masuk trs naik k atas lewat tangga*

Gue :*ngikutin dri blakang sama yg laen* oh. Isn’t he’s hot when he’s hot?? *ngeliatin Johnny Depp sambil bisik2*

Trs pada naek k atas. Cwe2 ma Adhi Ntn Orlando.Keira.Johnny nge shoot fighting scene. Gue ngebajak pke kamera. Gue Video-in :P. faiz ma Dia k kls dia. Ngambil barang Dia. Trs abis it pada ngumpul lgi. Johnny.Keira.Orlando.kameramen blg mkasi trs pergi. tdiny anak2 mw pada pulang. Tpi akhirny kta pda nyadar it dah jam stenga7 an. Jdi kta makan lgi k Pizza Hut tis Square.. dah nyampe. Kan ada waiteress. Kta d suruh duduk atas. Tpi afaf ma gue k toilet dlu. Jdi yg laen k atas duluan. Pas balik dri toilet. Kan biasany d bawah tangga ska ada yg bentuk2 balon tuh. Gue ma afaf got distracted and ngeliatin. Bahkan minta balon *duh kebiasaan kok kebawa k mimpi…* lo tau siapa yg lgi ngebentuk balon d situ??? 100!!! Bener. RPattz.

Gue : ROB?? What the hell were you doing here???
Rob : uuh.. working.. I guess? HEY!!! Break time!!!
Gue : why don’t you join us??
Rob : okay then!

And so kita makan bareng rame2 BARENG ROB!!!!

sisa mimpiny trlalu bagus buat d critain. ktawa2 joking. blablabla

Trs gw kebangun…WTF?

and that's why I LOVE this friday

2009-06-12T11:05:00.000-07:00

hahh-- my "go to bed sooner" plan didn't work!!!
I chat with Faiz until around midnight.
and I read Eclipse.
so I slept around 1.30 AM

good thing my mom woke me up earlier.
and somehow. --aneh bgt gue tau-- g macet!!
W.H.O.A
I got to school before he does!!!
puas deh ngeliatin dia dri msk gerbang sampe k atas. LOL :P

well,

Pagi.
gue liatin dy nyampe kyk psycho gt.
*tenang. gue gak maksud ngbunuh lo kok.*

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Siang.
kan gw ma anak2 pada duduk2.
dy kluar.
jalan k arah ank2.
and SMILES.

oh Crikey..kok matany jdi Dark bgt.... dark.deep.unexpected.
*yailah! ngambil dri film mana tuh!!*

I can't get your smile out of my mind
(can't get you outta my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
-Lovebug

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Pas Pada Nyanyi2.
nyanyi one moment in time.
*noteny tinggi bgt gue ga sampeee!!!*
gue d sebelah althaf karena ada bebeapa yg g msk.
for Heaven's sake. susaaaah bgt konsen klo d sblh althaf.
suarany distracting*dan bkn model distracting kyk bibir Rob. the opposite.*
jdi gue nyari2 dy aj. aaaaannd---Bingo!!
tpi bukanya gue konsen malah jdi breathless.
trs kepergok ngeliatin lgi. oh why, I'm so death.

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mw berangkat k perpusnas. *abis pada solat*
ktemu. dy senyum*ato ktawa y? bodo deh*
gatau karena ekspresi gw ato karena kegagalan gw nangkep bola basket yg gue lempar sendiri. *malu sumpah*

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and that's about him.. *anyone could guess?? slain yg gw ksii tw of course.*

trs k perpusnas. begonya tuh. harusnya guru2 pada nentuin dlu gerakanya. masa ank2 dah d stu baru ribut soal gerakan??
trs mw nengok Nerissa. di mobil tuh sempit. panas. ngeboseniin bgt. gue ktiduran*duh. beneran kan gue g nyebutin namanya pas tidur? got little prob with that lately.* kebangun gara2 denger just dance. sampe2 kita malah d ksii minunan. blablablabla *duh. kok malah nyusahin ya?*
anyway. *get well soon ner!!*

trs ntn futsal.
madina menang ya? gue g tw skor akhirnya.

and --HWAAA!!!-- gue ngelewatin aaron stone!!! gpp lah. ntar liat aj d youtube.
anyway. I've seen the shirtless scene. "oh shit." that's all I can say.

udah. yang seru it aj.

mw tidur.

Peace.Love.Him

sigh

2009-06-11T06:12:00.001-07:00

boreddd..............

hi everyone. sup?
today's a reeeaaal boring day.
told 'em that i'll have nothing to do if i stayed at home!!
so today my activities are..
cooking
sleeping
playing basket
surfing in internet
chatting

haaahhh---boreedd!!!

I just cannot wait to go to school and meet him.
I think I'll sleep sooner so I can get up sooner too.
and then I'll go to school sooner, and met him sooner!!!

*what's with me and sooner?*

haaah-anyway.

I hope that he hadn't noticed that I liked him.
I mean. I didn't mean to be rude or what.
I never meant to stare at him.
just can't help it.
I can't take my eyes off him.

just after I get outta the car.
my eyes will automatically looking for him.
and when they caught him...
you know.

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here's the lyrics for "can't take my eyes off you"
yg pengen gw omongin gw bold

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You're just too good to be true
I can't Keep my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much

At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you

Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you makes me weak
There are no words left to speak

But if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it's real
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you

And I love you, baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you, baby
To warm the lonely nights
I love you, baby
Trust in me when I say
Oh, pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh, pretty baby
Now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby
Let me love you

You're just too good to be true
I can't keep my eyes off you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much

At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you

And I love you, baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you, baby
To warm the lonely nights
I love you, baby
Trust in me when I say
Oh, pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh, pretty baby
Now that I found you, stay
And let me love you,
Oh, baby Let me love you

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haaahhh *sigh*
gue nyolong quote Taha Aki the great wolf deh.

my sun, my reason, my being. My soul, my gravity, my earth revolves around you. You're the stars in the night sky and the reason I wake up in the morning. Your light blinded me and I am permanently succumbed to you. I love you♥

bau tanah bau tanah gt orgny keren tuh!!
punya myspace!! musiknya "goodbye"nya audio adrenaline.
hha.
tls ada fto aiswarya rai jdi "the third wife"nya
hha. jdi istri pertama aj gue g yakin dy mao *MPOEE*
i meant. just check out his myspace

Taha Aki's Myspace

liat profile pictureny
who. in the world. wanted to date him?
MARRY him?

anyway. I wanna get some sleep.

Peace.Love.Plus Que Ma Propre Vie

The Lotos-Eaters by Tennyson

2009-06-11T05:21:00.000-07:00

There is sweet music, here that softer falls.
Than petals from brown roses on the grass
or night-dews on still waters between walls,
of shadowy granite, in a gleaming pass;
Music that gentilier on the spirit lies
than tired eyelids upon tired eyes,
Music that brings sweet sleep
down from the blissful skies,here are cool mosses deep,
And thro' the moss the ivies creep,
And in the stream the long-leaved flowers weep,
And from the craggy ledge,
the poppy hangs in sleep.

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500!!!

2009-06-10T01:36:00.001-07:00

500 visitors!!! that's just great!!

AAGH!! Mati gue.

2009-06-09T23:22:00.000-07:00

ngantuuuuuk!!!!
ahh.

susaah tiduur.. trs I can't get him outta my mind.

I wonder if he knows He's all I think about at night.
-Teardrops on my guitar

yaiya lah gimana mw tidur? bantalny bikin sakit leher.
kasurny bikin sakit pinggang. ga bawa foto. jendelanya ga bisa ditutup. cahaya dari luar bikin kamarnya teraaaaang bgt.

itu jga pas dah berhasil tidur jam 2an. -still- can't get him outta my mind.

I can't get your smile out of my mind (can't get you out of my mind)
-Lovebug

mimpi pling bagus yg pernah gue tau ; mimpi liat dia ktawa lepas g brenti2.
sblm gw bangun gue ada d part dy ngakak nyampe nangis. *aneh dan gue tau itu*

naaah paginy gw ktemu dy. kebayar deh!!!!

He's the Earth and heaven to you.
-I wont say I'm in love

okay. not actually "to you". tapi "to me"

duh tdi nanda ma K intan nyaris ngebocorin!! thank god kykny yg laen pda g nyadar.
dan
NAAN!!! pak rasmani tuh jdi tau!!!

oia. k intan kan nanya knp gw g blg k orgny.
yaahh *bwt k intan*
smoga aj dy g nyadar. walopun kmaren kan aku belasan kali kepergok ngeliatin dia!! hri ini 3 kali. *our eyes met!!* trs emang g ktauan ya aku sok diem pas dket dy? aku g bsa napas klo dket dy? aku selalu ngeliatin dia?? OOH C'MONN!!!

anyway. that Dude creeped me out!!!

trs pas plg...
nyokap Alyssa ma Abdul dtg k rmh gw
nyobain jaket.
nah pas gue kluar kamar kan gue msii make baju seragam

Nyokap alyssa : lho? kok masuk skolah?? waaaah siapa nii?? (maksud nya karena siapa gue masuk.)
Gw : ! *freezing*(tepat sasaran.) hah? hahahahahaha *ngelirik nyokap pake poker face*
Nyokap : Ke??
Nyokap Abdul : abdul juga masuk kok!!! * kyk angel nyelametin gue*

hahh!! that was close!!!!
nyokap blm nyadar!!! WHOOOOO!!!!!!! THANKS MAMA ABDUL!!

hari ini. dia manggil nama gue 2 kali.

damn I lost my breath.

can he tell that I can't breathe?
-Teardrops on my guitar

uuhh. trs convesation gw ma Faiz

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: menurut lo dia tau?

Maula Faiz: sp?*beep*? tau loe ska ma dia?

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: mnurut lo?

Maula Faiz: g tw deh tpi kyknya mngkin udh menduga2

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: was I that obvious?

Maula Faiz: g tw deh

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duuuuuuuuuuh!! was I that obviouss???
gue nulis hal2 ttg dy terlalu spesifik ya??

huuuuhuuhuhuhuuuu

I'm soo on the brink..

comments will be appriciated.

Peace.Love.Lutz

I wont say I'm in love Vs. I want say I'm in love

2009-06-09T04:59:00.000-07:00

[Meg:]If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
No man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that!
[Muses:]
Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to you
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, we can see right through you
Girl, ya can't conceal it
We know how ya feel and
Who you're thinking of

[Meg:]
No chance, no way
I won't say it, no, no

[Muses:]
You swoon, you sigh
why deny it, uh-oh

[Meg:]
It's too cliche
I won't say I'm in love
I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
Oh

[Muses:]
You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad

[Meg:]
No chance, now way
I won't say it, no, no

[Muses:]
Give up, give in
Check the grin you're in love

[Meg:]
This scene won't play,
I won't say I'm in love

[Muses:]
You're doin flips.
read our lips.
You're in love.

[Meg:]
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it

[Muses:]
Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love

[Meg:]
Oh
At least out loud,
I won't say I'm in love.

*real Version*

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If there's a prize for rotten judgement
I guess I've already won that
A man is worth the aggravation
That's ancient history, been there, done that!

Who'd I think I'm kiddin'
He's the Earth and heaven to Me
Try to keep it hidden
Honey, you can see right through me
Girl, I can't conceal it
you know how I feel and
Who am I thinking of

okay, okay
I want say it, yea yea

I swoon, I sigh
why deny it, uh-oh

It's just cliche
I want say I'm in love
I knew my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
but now I know it's just the real one
because I've dying to cry my heart out
Oh

Dont keep on denying
Who am I and how'd I'm feeling
Baby, we're not buying
Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown-up
When ya gonna own up
That ya got, got, got it bad

Okay. Okay
I want say it, yea yea

Give up, give in
Check the grin I'm in love

This scene want play,
I want say I'm in love

I'm doin flips read my lips
I'm in love

You're way off base
I want say it
Get off my case
I want say it

Girl, don't be proud
It's O.K. you're in love

Oh
At least out loud,
I won't say I'm in love.

-------------------------

okay gue ngacoin lagu orang.
well, at least it rhymes.

he is the earth and heaven to me.

no title

2009-06-09T03:18:00.000-07:00

heey sup everybody??

I just realized. how many people I know born in june. my aunt and Zahwa are 2 of 'em.
calendar HP gw bulan juninya penuh tanda. :D

so. for everybody who born in june HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

aand. oops.

my mom found out who "he" is.

N: ke, kamu tuh suka syp si?
K:eh?? oh. g. g ska syp2.
N: bukany si *beep* ya?(mampus gue.)
K: yaah. itu sih dulu mah *lying so smoothly. *
N: kok fotonya masih ada di tempat pensil kamu?
K: kan dulu kenny suka. trs kenny tro situ ftony. nah. karena dah lama g make tu tempat pensil. kenny jdi lupa ngeluarin.*OYEAH! I'M SSO GETTIN' BETTER AT THIS!!*
N: ooh.....
K: kok mama tau?
N: kan waktu itu mama bongkar barang kamu.
K: .............*klo d bongkar kok nyokap g nemu fto dy yg gue frame-in yah??*

jujur gue kecewa sama nyokap. nyokap gak pernah ngormatin privasi gue.

ahh ganti topik!!!!
hri ini gue ngeliat dy ktawa lepas. kta nanda mengerikan. kata gue charming.
trs mata gue ktemu matany. dia ngeliat k arah lain. gue freezing.
jantung gue gone wild. dia tdi berdiri d blakang gue. gue bru tau pas dia ngulurin tgn.
and he actually talk to me!!!!! shit. detak jantung gue liar bgt.
dan buat nanda ma nabila thx dah berdiri d dket gw. gue jdi g terlalu kliatan ngeliatin dia.

pas pulang. kan Nanda. Nabila. ma gw duduk2 d tmpat securuity. gue sambil dengerin nanda ngomong sambil nyuri2 liat dy. tinggal geser bola mata dikit. and. ---shoot--- mata gue ktemu mata dy--lagi--.
dia buang muka. gue langsung ngalihin mata k nanda.

anyway. gue mo pergi k rmh tante gw yg ulang taun.

eeh iyaa.. klo Harun sama Alyssa baca. "bukan. bukan dia. waay off base!!" gue mo bilang it.

Peace.Love.Kellan

BEST.DAY.OFMYLIFE.

2009-06-08T05:06:00.000-07:00

aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
sup everybody????
my favorite day from all these 11 years...

he.called.myname.

"ken,,ken,,ken,,ken,,"
"eh, kenny-----------"
gue bersyukur udah di lahirin.

and HE LOOKED AT ME!!!
haah

ohmy god.

my heart was like stop beating but then it beats again.
it beats like humming bird's wing................ only WAAY HARDER.

ah shit.

aand.. who's up alredy to the BREAKING NEWS??

oh. looks like only me. T. Zahwa. Nabila. Nanda and Faiz know.

I'd like to keep it that way. :D

anyway.

tomorrow's a REALLY BIG DAY
*please mom I wanna go to school!!!*
well it's not big actually.
in fact, noting gonna happen!!!

just I had this feeling that tomorrow will be a REALLY GREAT DAY.

oh ya.

nanda. zahwa and I went to T's house.
we covered songs.
it's kinda funny.
and DUDE I LOVE THE VIDEO WE COVERED HOT N COLD!!!

I think it should be uploaded in youtube.
but it must written in the description
"don't hate us" or "we love peace" or "we know aikido (?)" or
" don't be stupid we can hack your youtube anytime. Dude."
if they wrote bad things in their comment.

can't read my cant read my
no he can't read my poker face.

lho kok lirik nyasar?
bodo' ah.

AHH!!
MISS HIM TOO MUCH!!!

nekat? bodo.

Who'd ya think I'm kidding.
He's the Earth and Heaven to me.
Try to keep it hidden.
Honey you can see right trough me.
Girl, I can't conceal it.
You know how'd I feel.
and Who am I thinking of.

hha. malsuin lagu orang :P

anyway. I'M IN LOVE!!

yeahhh my mom's goin' home. were in my gran's house right now . so

Peace.Love.143

SORRY MY DEAR BLOG!!!

2009-06-05T08:12:00.000-07:00

ooh!! I'm so sorry I hadn't open this blog for a few days... okay, week.
I'm WAAAYYY too busy with all the exams. and sketching. and lot of things.
ANNDD OHH!!! if you guys wanna check out my sketches. just open my Deviant art Profile.

aanddd OHMYCULLENSS!!!!

so I'M IN LOVE WITH A NEW DISNEY SERIES.
AARON STONE!!!

AAHH!!! I.Love.Kelly.

hey! what an accident!!!
we both has our name started with "K" and "E"!!!!
(sumpah maksa.)
and DANG!! HE'S A HUNK!!!
yea. I do say "hunk"

OMYGOSH!!!
TANIA GUNADI'S SSO COOL!!
anybody know that she was born in bandung??
msii bsa bhs sunda lgi!!
AAH!!!! NGIRRIIIII!!!!!
*cry*
huhuhuuu.. I"M SO JEALOUS OF HER!!!

and. yeah.since "the host" blm terbit d indonesia.
I read the twilight saga over and over -- again.

maybe if you looked at my blog. or chating with me.
you'll think "ah she must be so happy!! girang gitu!"

well. YOU'RE WRROOOONNNGG!!!!

orang gw blm d charge for, like. 4 hari.
and by "blm d charge"
mxt gw blm ktemu dia.
well-- Bye!!!

Peace.Love.Kelly

Chat with T!!!!

2009-05-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

tamara.faradinda: Hihi
Eh keeeeen bsk us males yaaaa?

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: gue sih excited msk skul..gada yona ma nyokap.
eeh oa ta.
bsk secondary gamasuk y?

tamara.faradinda: Gue tau lo excited mo ktm dia
Tp gue males ujiaaaaan
Kayanya iy

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: emg bsk secondary msk?

tamara.faradinda: Kayanya

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: h.
missed him too much.

tamara.faradinda: Sana cium, peluk, blg I love you. Nanti dia kaget gt

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: then.. it's about 9 hours before I met him
hha.
gila lo.

tamara.faradinda: Wuaduh
Then it's about 80 hours till I could enjoy my day

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: hee?

tamara.faradinda: Duh! Without exams!

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: oh.

tamara.faradinda: Oya ken! If there was a prom thing without veils, who will you asks to go? (I know it's him)

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: ha?
sori lama
tdi kabur bentar. ada bokap

tamara.faradinda: Oh ok

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: gmngmn?

tamara.faradinda: Baca lg

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: veils?

tamara.faradinda: Kerudung
ha.
um
gak ikut..
paling
sendiri doang.
gw gamao nyakitin org laen

tamara.faradinda: Oh ok
Nyakitin? Nyakitin? Nyakitin? Oooh afaf?

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: ha?
kok gue bingung?

tamara.faradinda: Kata lo gamau nyakitin org lain, org lainya siapa?

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: siapa aj yg gw ajak k sana.
hha
bukaaan..

tamara.faradinda: Aduh ga ngerti

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: yaah kta si apap si "dulu"
skrg dah g lgi
(berarti dulu iya!)

tamara.faradinda: Iya!

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: jdi jwbny:
g. gue mo pergi sndiri aj.

tamara.faradinda: Oooh ok

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: gw gamau nyakitin org yg gw ajak

tamara.faradinda: Oh

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: 'cause 'll probably got nervous and clumsy

tamara.faradinda: And you'll drop your fruit punch

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: and I'll be like "omycullen!! I think I'm gettin' sick!!"
and I'll throw up.

tamara.faradinda: And you'll puke at him

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: OH NOO
hha

tamara.faradinda: And you'll slip...... OUCH
?!#+)!?;'

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: .............zzzzzzzzzzzz

tamara.faradinda: Hihi no offense
green.mickey@rocketmail.com: and he'll be like "AARRGGH!! LOOK WHAT YOU'VE DONE!!!!"
"I'M WEARING SILK!!! NOOO!!" AND RUN AWAY

tamara.faradinda: "NOW I'LL BE THE GOSSIP FOR THE REST OF THE SUMMER!!!!!!!"
green.mickey@rocketmail.com: who said that?

tamara.faradinda: Him

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: hhe

tamara.faradinda: O_O

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: and I'll be like
"HEEY!!! YOU CAN CLEAN THAT WITH SALT!!!! REMEMBER, TAP, DON'T RUB!!"

tamara.faradinda: And he'll be like "DANG! BABY UR RIGHT! I SHOULD'VE KNOW UR THE GIRL *smooch*"

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: .................zzzzzzzzzzzzz

tamara.faradinda: Kay whatev
Gottago

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: Ican't imagine him saying"DANG!!"
okay.
bye
eeh taa
gue masukin blog y

tamara.faradinda: Yea he's like ******* something saying DANG
Kay
Toodles

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: may be he'll say "Wang""or "fang"
bye.
gue mulai g jls ni...
bye
tamara.faradinda: Ngang
Toodles
As always, seriously toodles

yaah gtlh.. gjls gw tw. tpi seru. :D

"kamuh tuh umurnya berapa sih?"

2009-05-24T04:10:00.000-07:00

sup???

so. kmaren gw ma nyokap kan ntn biggest loser d hallmark.

nah abis slese ntn nyokap baru nyadar klo gw tuh msii terpana(asik bhsny) k tv.

N:ken?? iyaah.. keren bgt y. mama aj g sanggup kli turun segiru.
K:........
N:kae???? wooiii.. halo??
K:Bob tuh dah pny istri belom sih??
N:*gubrak*haha!! knp ken?? kmu mo daftar??
K:*stenga ngelamun* formulirny mna...?
N:*gubrak(lgi)* kamuh tuh umurnya berapa sih? om om gitu!!
K: yg penting lucu.. senyum pepsodent....imageny tuh kyk "ken" bgt(barbie cwo)
N:jlek selera kamu!! mama dong! tuuuhh... si Gary.(bokap2 anak)
K: dih. ternyata suka ma cwo lbih tua tuh turunan y??? AAAAHH!!! TIDAAAKKK!!*lari gjls*
N: yg jls. norakny bukan turunan.
*hisses*

aah!!! miss him TOO much!!!! raaarrr!!

Movies!!

2009-05-23T09:30:00.000-07:00

heeeyy..
sup?

so. today I went to putra. and go trying' for some clothes and.. DAMN I HATE THE SHOES!!!
well there's a boy... a tall boy. that walkin' across the field with his MOM.
yea.. so..

Boy:*walking across the field*
B's Mom:*hold his hand* ayo cepetan*narik2*!!!
B:aah. mamah. lepasin..*ngambek2 gt critany*
K: ma.*ngomong k nyokap* g straight y?(orgny)
N:NYIIHIHIHIHIIIHH*ktawa malampir* masih depegangin mamahnyaa!!!
K:...*ngelatin nyokap ktakutan*

yeaahh well. and I watched lot of movies today.
from australia till Barbie.

when I watched the movie barbie as the Island Princess.
I was thinking, why don't they made the prince as a black fella (freedom witers virus)?
so the part when the prince's parents told him that he'll married princess lu...something. I imagine what would the script be, if the prince were a black fella. and he likes the princess.

REAL

King: and you will mary princess lu(something)
*cewek ungu kluar*
Prince: what?? *BLAHBLAHBLAH

MY IMAGINATION

King: and you will mary princess lu(something)
*cewek ungu kluar*
Prince:SAAAYYY WHAAAATT??? she'll be my bride? DANG!! SHE'S A BABE!!!!
Barbie:*broken hearted*HAAHH?? APAANN??(iy, tiba2dy ngomong bhs indo) ANJING BANGET LO!! DAH NGAJAK GUE KESINI!! SKARANG MAO KAWIN MA ORG LAEN??? UNACCEPTABLE!!! GELA LO!! GUE DAH HAMIL JUGA!!(?)
king&queen:WHAAAATTT???!!!!
Princess Lu(something): *gasp* HUAPAA! DAH PUNYA CWE MSII MAO MA GUE??!! *nabok pangerany*
Prince:MAMPUS GUE!!*kabur*

untungny pembokat gue dtg dan ngebuyarin lamunan ngawur gue sebelom critany jdi nyasar

"dy kabur k knalany yg dokter kecantikan. abis it princeny oprasi plastik jdi mirip RobPattz trs ngajak gue kawin lari(?????!!)"

yaaah.. trs ntn inkheart..
aaahh!! cried!!!! the dustfinger's sso hot!! his scar made him look even hotter!!
IMAGINE THAT?? hot. fired breath guy. with scars. juggling flaming stick..
raaahh!! *BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP*
anyway, farid's kinda ridiculous. but I love his loyalty.

Princess' diary2
oh shit. Chris pine's TOO hot.

Australia.
FAAVE!!!! hot guys, cowboys, Flames, Family, Love, HUGH JACKMAN!!!
I CRIED SSO HARD. I GOT RACCOON EYES!!!
now I understands keira knightley when she said that she loves a guy that is crying. not like a crybaby crying. like tearing. but he also has to tried not to. he had to control it.
and if he couldn't(but he tried to)....tell him I'm looking for him (lol).
LOVE THE WATER SCEEENEE!!
AND THE KANGAROO SCENE!!!

like when I saw the water scene. the camera's focused at Hugh, then to Nicole.When the camera moved to Nicole I said "I HATE the cameramen." but I kinda think I also thank him/her. "THANKS FOR REMINDING ME TO BREATH!!!"

the kangaroo scene.
Nicole :OOH!! look at them!! kangaroos!! ooh.
Hugh: big reds. mm-hm.
Nicole:Beautiful, jumping..
Hugh:y-yea. beautiful
Nicole:I never seen kangaroo!! so beautiful,, jumping..
Hugh: mm-hm.
Nicole: so beautiful... jumping... kangaroos... ohh.... they're jumping...--
*gunshot*
Nicole:RRRRAAAAAAAGGGGGHHH!!!!!!

wuahaha...

and also I found something about this film in Oprah.
when nicole told hugh that she'll playing there.

N:hey. ya know what. I'm going to star a baz luhrmann's movie.
H:really!!?? that was great! have you seen the script??
N: no I only know that I'll work with baz.
H:.......(zzzzzzzzzz)..

and the last part.. I'm not sure with what is it in Nullah's Pocket, but...
IS THAT A BICKIE???

anyway. there's 2 days more and I'll see him.
I'M SSO HAPPY!!

Peace.Love.Flames

2009-05-21T08:51:00.000-07:00

hey everybody, sup?
so, h... I've got a GREAT NEWS.
well, for me.

so, my father just changed my old guitar's strings.
I've taken a guitar course for 3-4 months.
I hope I still got everything in my head.
the bad news?
MY MOM TOOK THE ROLLING STONES' STICKER!!!
and, well, I already used to play it.
but I forgot ALMOST EVERY LESSON I'VE TAKEN!!!

RAAHH!!!!

huuh-huuh-huuuhh-HUUHH!!!

so, I spent all day shopping with my mom.
I hate it!!!
we look for clothes. she TRIED to get me some but, all I want is skinnies and shirts!!!
she show me loads of 'cute' clothes.

N:nii!! lucu kaaann??*nunjukin baju*
K: lucuan it *nunjuk kaos item-putih gambar org indian*
N: kamuh tuh! kadang2 mama doubt klo kmu tuh cwe!

yaahh, ujung2ny nyokap cma bisa beliin gue

-Skinny
- Baju, gue ngasal aj milihny, at least warnany item dan ada hood ny
- discs. australia, princess' diary 2, Inkheart.(ini gue yg minta)

trs kan mw mkn tuh. k food court.

kan pas k meja banyak pramusaji tuh. nawar2in mknan gt.
nyokap kykny dah kesel bgt, pda ribut gt.

mba1 mba2 mas1: iya bu. yg ini aj, udah, jgn yg it, ada ayam bakar loh bu!*rebutan nawarin* balhblahblah... yaudahh bu. kacangin aj udah, enakan ini!!
Nyokap:YANG MAO SAYA BACA MENUNY DIEM TERUS TINGGALIN!!!
costumer laeny :*ngeliatin gw ma nyokap* knp tuh? kook treak2 si?? yaampun ada apa? blahblahblah...
K:...........*ngencengin Mp3 ma nengelemin muka ke buku.*

nah pas dah pda tenang

Mba2:Pilihny satu dari satu menu aj bu jdi semuany dapet---
Nyokap:JANGAN BERANI2 NGAJARIN SAYA!!!
--silence--

wkwkwkwk ganaaass!!!! trs kan ada mas2 lgi dtg.

mas2:BU! BU!! LIAT YG PUNYA SAYA AJ BU!!*dgn hebohny*!!---
mba1&2:SHHTTT!!!!!!
mas2:*diem*

nyokap ganas.
yah gtlh. well, and...
hope that I could stand another 3 days without him,
I mean, I got his pic, that'll help.
but still. gue pgn bgt liat sosokny d sklh. jalan. duduk. goofing around.
apakek.

well,

Peace.Love.Best

DAAMN!!!

2009-05-20T07:01:00.000-07:00

heey everybody, sup?

so, today's a.....well, a day.

I met him a few times today, our eyes met once or twice with his.

when our eyes met, my heartbeat's gone wild, my knees are shaking, dan mka gue jdi panas

raahh

but, I wont see him for four days ahead, sso it's a pretty bad day.

jdi kan papasan bbrp kli gt.

yaahhh well,

kan ntar mw ada bazaar, smoga aj dy dtg.

oia, skalian iklanin aah;

wwooooiii!!! ntar hri kamis tgl 28 k bazaar grd 6 yaa!!!! ada batik, makanan, minuman, live performance, gila deh!!

yaah, gtu aj si, oia, kjadian lucu.

kan gini, anak2 tuh mw k atas, bwt islamic study.
gue kan dgn mangat 45 kabur kluar kls abis nyamber buku, pensil, ma pengapus.
(ngarep ktemu)
nah, pas dah nyampe belokan deket pos satpam, ENG IN EENG!!! dy muncul.
gue yg lututny dah gemetran langsung balik kan, niat nungguin anak2 dlu.

nah, fadhil, faiz, dll tuh kan nongol d pertigaan koridor...

K:*balik badan, kabur.*
B(boys): iyya!! kan KEMAL!!*ngebelok k arah gw tanpa ngeliat gue*
K:*berenti jalan cepet, freezing dgn tampang kesel*HEH!!
B: ASTAGFIRULLAH HAL ADZIM!!!, buset dah, (dah gumaman2 laen)

(story requested by Faiz)

gue ngebayangin klo jdi mreka gt, jalan d koridor treak "PEI!! PEI! SYAFEI!!" trs fadhil tau2 nongol dgn mka kesel.
ngeri.

yaah gtlh,, pa lgi y..
AAAAHH!! GUE NYESEL NOLAK NOLONG FAIZ!!!(blgny nolong, niatny?)
g ktemu lgi, anjing bgt.

well,

Peace.Love.Rob

LOVE THE SONG!!

2009-05-19T08:25:00.000-07:00

Graduation (Friends Forever)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
and we would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow (somehow)?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye (it's not goodbye)
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
had together
And as our lives change
Come Whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

huahaha

2009-05-19T07:24:00.000-07:00

heey sup everybody?

yahh jdi hri ini sih g bny yg seru2.
yg paling seru pling,

kan lg pda maen basket, gue afaf, ma ms erika duduk2.

nah pas gw apap ms.erika ngerumpi, tiba2 juan naek k motor trs bikin tanda F*** pke 2 tgn, (ato jri manis y? bodo deh) nekat bgt, ada guru jg.
nah ms erika y ngeliat, dah pasti ngomel;

J(juan, bkn joko):*bikin f 2 tgn*
M.E(ms.Erika):HEEHH!! JUAN! APA ITU! SHOW ME ONE MORE TIME! SHOW ME ONE MORE TIME!!
J:*gelagepan* e-ehh!! ngga miis!!!
K&A(gw, apap):*liat2an* uh-oh.
J:i--ini bhsa sya sendiri miss!!! liat tuuh!!(ngacungin jri manis) YG MANIS!! YG MANIS BKN TENGAH!
A: yg manis? yg pait mxtny?
K:*ngeliatin apap g ngerti*
A:*ktawa*
K:*ikutan ktawa* (g ngerti knp ktawa, gue ikutan aj.)

aad, yeah, and.. my"Him"!!!
so, when I got home, I drew a pic of him.
my mom said that it's none like him, it's too hot (MPUEE)

yaah, trs maen 2 on 2.
gw ma afaf vs. Fadhil ma Faqih
SKORNY..
ENG-ING-EENNGG!!!

8 - 8
(klo g slh) jelek sekalii

yaah, anyway, it's a nice day though, it supposed to be "perfect day" but I forgot to bring my basketball, soo, it's not that perfect.

I hope I could tell more but everyone has an access to see this site right?
well, you could hide nothing from everyone.

so, how's your day?
I hope it's as good as mine--or better!!

well, I'm going to sleep now, I had to woke up in 3.30 am tomorrow.
so

Peace.Love.Plus Que Ma Propre Vie.

Plus Que Ma Propre Vie..

2009-05-18T07:47:00.000-07:00

he everybody.
sup?

so, promised at the last entry to post the meanings of "Plus Que Ma Propre Vie"

so here it is.

"plus que ma propre vie" means "more than my own life"
it's in french.

I'm sso inspired by those words, it's from breaking dawn.
ya know, the part Bella gave Renessme a locket??

it's a beautiful locket if could say.
here's the pic of it.

in the book, it said that next to the writing there's supposed to be a pic of Nessie, Edward, and Bella.

Peace.Love.Fams

UOOOHHHHMMYYYCULLENN!!!!!!!!!

2009-05-18T05:51:00.000-07:00

AAHHH! I'm so happy!!!
heeyy!! 'sup everybody??

so, TODAY'S MY LUCKY DAY!!!
awwhmycullen!!
guess what?---HE LOOKED AT ME TODAY!!!!
3 TIMES!!!!
RWAAHH!!!
like, siriously, I couldn't control my heartbeat.
they just gone beating wildly.
I could felt the beat even when I'm standing with my hands off my chest.
raahh!!
HE'S SSOO HOOTTT!!!

now, my daily routines are ;
-after get outta the class, I hold my basket ball.
- went to the field.
-play basket or playin' around NEAR the field.
- after he shown up, I sat down on the floor.
-watchin' him.

ohhh LOVE HIM!!!
ALMOST MORE THAN I LOVE BASKETBALL!!
but not more than I loved my classmates.
--of course, I meant, I love 'em "Plus Que Ma Propre Vie."
on my next post I'll explain what's "Plus Que Ma Propre Vie"

and, congrats to Mirza and Faiz, their design were chosen as our jacket's symbol.

Peace.Love.Fams

wanna share you guys some music!!

2009-05-16T04:15:00.001-07:00

aahhh.
it was like a part of my life.
it entertains me everytime.
(especially when miss him. huaa)
so wanna share some of my fave song with you guys
click the song's name to open the link.

just died in you arms tonight (BEST BELLA-EDWARD SONG!! after T.I.R.O of course)

Time is Running Out -muse (NO.1 ED-BELLS SONG!) This Vid also contains matt's shuffle dance.

Flightless bird American mouth -Iron and Wine (twilight soundtrack. when Edward and Bella dance at prom? yea.) and, O!! you might want to set the volume till it's become much louder.

Smoke on the Water -Deep Purple (LOVE THE GUITAR PLAYING!!)

Never Think -Robert Pattinson (some people got a the taste of music like this one, some doesn't.)

Can't take my eyes off you -Muse (LOVE IT!!! so, give it a try.)

jdi hri ini anak2 tuh pda k rmh afaf. kan maen, berenang, macem2lh.
nah, ada pas waktu es buah campur(?) dtg, kan yg mw cma gw, apap, faiz, adhi, ma althaf.
jdi yah... gt lh y ngumpul org sinting semua, perbincangan sinting pun tdk dpt d hindari.
awalny si ngomongin isi es buah campur(?) it, tpi lama2 jdi ngomongin toge.

Af= afaf
Ad=adhi
Al=Althaf
F= faiz, bkn f***
K=gw

Af: kan klo cwe hrs banyak mkn toge,
Ad&Al: knp?
F: bwt ksuburan.
K: KOK TAUU?? JGNJGN...???
F: EEEHH!! apaan! gue tw dri nyokap tw!!
K:*mikir dlm hti "ooh, d ksii tw hafiah toohh"* toge buat kesuburan..*ngelamun*
Ad: hah? to-toge?*tiba2 budek kyk faiz*
Al: to--TOGEL(kok nyambung??)!!
Ad:togel bwt kesuburan?
F.K.Af.Al:*keselek*
K: TOGE !!! kok togel siih???
*ngakak gjls*

yah, yg parah jg banyak, kyk mirza nendang itny faiz.... dan begony faiz treak
F:AAH! SYP TOH YG NENDANG *BEEP* GUA???
M: hhe.. sori.
F:HUAPAAH?? MIRZA?? MAHOO!!(homo)!!
yg laen:WAKAKAKK!!!

iz, klo gue jdi lo sih gue milih tereak "HEKK!!" aj.
trs

Alfin: *jongkok d batu tergede d dket kolam afaf, posisi mw boker*
Kenny: ALFIN!! JGN D SITU! UDAH PENUUH!!(treak)

gue sih malu mampus klo jdi alfin.

yaaahh gtlh....

aaand, COKLAT GUE DICOLONG YONAA!!! HUAAAAA.......

yah udah deh, and! open my other blog!! nooneshouldevereadthis

or click the pic below this page.

well,

Peace.Love.143

Dang!!!

2009-05-14T08:24:00.001-07:00

aah..
she's sso GOOD!!
MAN!!!
coolest artist!!
I mean, have you seen her pic??
her HANDMADE pic??
so beautiful!!!

I've got some of her pic in my document.
here are some of em.

this one called" alyss heart"

and then.... HEY!!
anybody remembers Wendy?? no, not the one in peter pan.
the one in casper??
well, here she is.

I know!! beautiful!!

and, whoa. look at this one.

I know it's Rough and look like a pic of someone who REALLY need to make a doo doo (where did got these words? have no Idea? neither am I.) but it actually a pic of Remus.

aand.. a pic called "standard" from the book "the host" by stephenie meyer

I love the scentens

it's not the face, but the expressions on it.
it's not the voice, but what you say.
it's not how you look in that body, but the things you do with it.
you are beautiful.

-Ian O'shea, The Host.

they're just beautiful.
and .O!!
if you wanna look for her.
just googled " Burdge Bug " it's her profile's name in deviant art.

aannd.
look for my poems and Lyrics in quizilla.
click here.

huuuhhh... I missed him....

by the way,

Peace.Love.Bye

WHOAO!!!

2009-05-13T07:52:00.000-07:00

aahh!!!
most beautiful day of my life!!!!

1st
UASBN's over!!!! yaaayy!!! today's the last day, it's science so I (not like in math) didn't took much time :) .
when the bell that told people the UASBN's finished and everybody could leave. everybody was just like "YAAAYYY!!" and honestly, I couldn't found another word besides "YAAAYYY!!" everybody's just stand up like the bell shocked them.

2nd
WHHOOOAAA!!!!
abis anak2 pda kluar, kita kan pada nungguin pintu gerbang(ferbang klo kta faiz) d bka. abis it pas dah d bka kan pda rame tuh NAAAAHH, ADA DIA... and, guess what? DY NGELIRIK GUEE!!!! oke, lebay whatever. jantung gue nge-beat keraass bgt nyampe rasany sakit.
haahh--- beautiful, beautiful day...

3rd
oke, aneh, tpi tdi pas k KFC seruuu bgt (kecuali bagian kita dikasih duit ma kakek-nenek yg lgi mkn d sana, faiz hebat tuh, gue yg ngeliatin aj malu stenga mati...).

aahh tpi RAHASIA GUE KEBONGKAAAARR!!!
yaah... salah gue jg si. g hti2. tpi...
ARRRRGGHH!!!

143!!!

2009-05-12T00:46:00.000-07:00

HEEEEYYYY!! sup everybody????

whoo!! so, anybody know what "143" means??

some of you must knew it already. but I'll just tell the others.

143 means "I Love You"

1 Letter in "I"
4 Letters in "Love"
3 Letters in "You"

but some people also use it as " I Miss You"

1 Letter in "I"
4 Letters in "Miss"
3 Letters in "You"

me personally, also use it as " I Miss Him" or " I Love Him" because I prefer to keep his name secret.

1 Letter in "I"
4 Letters in "Love"
3 Letters in "Him"

1 Letter in "I"
4 Letters in "Miss"
3 Letters in "Him"

see?

it's not that hard.
so don't be confused if I writ " Love.Peace.143 " but I also use " bye " " whatever" and the other sometimes.

hey, anybody knows what does "831" means?? comment me if you do.

by the way, I'm signing off now. so

Peace.Love.143

My Nose.....

2009-05-10T05:30:00.000-07:00

hey everybody, sup?

hhh.... gosh. I caught a cold. right before UASBN. great.

jdi, hri ini idung gw ancur bgt. inhaler Vicks aj g ngaruh...

jdi nyokap makein inhaler cair gt.

ceritany..

N: kenny!! diem knapa si???* megangin gue yg mw kabur*
K: ITUH OBAT TETES MAA!!!!(mxtny obat hirup)

N: Iya!! diem knp siih?? baru 3 tetes aj dah ngeluh!! kan tulisany 4 tetes!!(mati aj gue.)

K: HUAHH!!! APAAAN!!!! MATI AJ KENNY!!!
N:beneran!! di sini tulisany 4 tetes!!!
K: disuruhny d apain tuh 4 tetes??
N:....*diem bentar,baca* oia. disuruh taro di cotton buds terus hirup...
K:*megangin idung yg rasany dah mw lepas*HUAPPAA(apa)?????????? ANJIING!!! AARRGGHH!!!! *beep*!!!!! *beep*!!!!! *beep*!!!!! WTF???? AAARRGH!!!! B****!!!!

pokokny gue semburin semua kata2 yg gue tw.

gokil lah... idung gue mlh brasa lbih ancur.....

gue gak akan ganti2 inhaler lgi.

setia pada Vicks Inhaler...

Peace.Love.143

KING KOOONG!!!!

2009-05-06T04:10:00.000-07:00

King Kong !!!!!

oke, g jls bgt gue....

anyway, sup everybody??

jdi hri ini gw gtw knp rada error gt.
mngkin krna bentar lgi UASBN??? gtw deh.

kasus 1

N:nyokap
K: gw
M: mas2 tkng gorengan

jdi kan gw lg mw beli gorengan tuh, nah, gw minta nambah.

N: ke, tambah kingkongny(mxtny singkong)
K: iya, uangny???*d ksii nyokap uang*
M:ni,*dah mo ngasi*
K: oia mas, nambak kingkongny 2 y.*ngasi duit*
M:ia,*ngambil tu duit* kingkong tambah 2....

1-2 menit kemudian, abis si mas2 bengong d depan tempat gorengany

M: dek, kingkongny g ada.
K: LHO?? KOK KINGKONG??? SINGKONG!!! SINGKONG!!!
M: pantesan saya bingung...

bego...

nah, bulan ini banyak bgt yg ulang thn.
jdi gw mo blg happy birthday-ny d sni aj.

happy birthday bwt alfin(sori karena gw ngepost ttg pidato lo tanpa blg2!!!)

yaudah, gt aj.

oia, bad news ( for me )....FPB G OL!!!!! HWAAA!!!*nangis*

Love.Peace.Bye.

Ngatain Ortuuu!!!!!

2009-05-03T07:35:00.000-07:00

woa!!!
today's second post.

jdi tdi gw ma nyokap cerita2 gt ttg ngatain ortu. trs nyokap nyeritain pas zamany nyokap ngta2in tuh gmn. jdi ni cerita nyokap dlu, kan nyokap ma tmen2ny skls lg k rmh anak yg sering d ktain nma bokapny, ponto.

Lokasi: depan rumah anak yg g bersalah it.

N&tmen2ny: WWWOOOOIIII!!!! PONTO, PONTO, MAEN YOOOO!!!!!!!

si anak g keluar.

N&tmen2ny: PONTOOO!!!!! KELUAR LOO!!!!!!*treak lbih keras, nada ngajak berantem*
Ponto(bokapny): BAH! SIAPA ITU NGAJAK BERANTEM!!!!!(treak dri dlm rmh)
N&tmen2ny: KABUUUURR!!!!!!*ngibrit smua*
Ponto: HILANG MREKA!!!*msii treak2* HEH!!! SIAPA ITU YG SEMBUNYI!!!!
N:*sembunyi deket rmh si ponto bareng tmen2ny* Mampus gue.
N&tmen2ny: *ngibrit diem2*

a bad example everyone. anyway, I'm so tired and I'm going to bed now. so, bye.

oia, kmaren nanda ulg thn, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! WISH YA ALL BEST!!!

Peace.Love.Later

The Word...Beeeeep

2009-05-03T00:30:00.000-07:00

oh, my goodness.....
hey 'sup everybody???
I know I haven't post anything for a long time, but please don't describe my blog as a boring blog.
so I've stole some time to open my computer and... there I have the stories!!

kasus1

jdi ada tetangga gue, lbih muda gt dri gw. dtg k rmh, kan nyokap langsung nyuruh gw maen ma dy.
selese maen.....

N: nyokap
X:tetangga gue, nama d samarkan
K:gw

K&X: *msk k rmh, *
N: gmn maeny?? seru g??
K: ya. seru. gue d ajak maen perosotan.*ngomong k tembok*
N: *brusaha ngacangin gw* X??
X: seru!!! aku d ajarin kata2 baru!!
N: waah*ngeliat gw dgn tatapan" ooh, bsa ngasi dampak baik jg lo..."* apaan tuh?
X: banyak, kyk... umm... oia! wadefakk!!! WADEFAKK!!! WHAT THE F***!!!!hahahahahaa!!!
N:.....*ngeliatin gw dgn tatapan" Ooooo.... you're in a trouble....."* X?
X: hm?
N: jgn bilangbilang mama-papa kamu ya???

jelek.......

kasus2

jdi lgi d skolah, ngecek TO science..

Z: anjing
K: gw
T:Tams
A: althaf

Z: liat dong ken.... slh brp lo?? liaat!!!!
K: g. rahasia.(tegas nii,, wehh)
Z: AAHH!!! LIATT!!*narik2 kertas gue, mulai g sopan*
K: iih!! dah gw blg in g boleh, maksa bgt si.
Z: *narik2 kertas gw lgi, keras2* EEGGHH!!!* muka" gila si kenny ngelem tgny k kertas yah?"*
K: HEH!! SOPAN BGT SI LO!!!
Z: EMANG GUE SOPAN!!!*msii narik2 kertas*
K: Bitch.
Z:*diem*
A&T: .........(pasang mka"o-oh... gw g ikutaan" ma bengong)

Yahhh.. well, people, gue g cma bisa jdi cwe mature yg gmao nyusahin org tua, gue jg bsa jdi the brat.

heyheyhey!!!!

2009-04-27T05:52:00.000-07:00

WHOOO!!!!
I'm so tired!!!
hri ini g ada conversation goblok si, yah,,, lumayan lahh!!!
pkokny hal pling menarik adalah.....NGATAIN ALPHABETICLY!!!( g bgt.)

Apep, Arip,
Bambang
Cakra
Dita,dewi
E
Farida,Fahron
G
Hafiah
Idaa!!!
JOKO!!
Kemal, oke, fine, whateve.
L
Mona, Meidy
N
Oki
P
Q
Rina
Sari,
T
U
V
W
X
Yeni, bodo deh.
ZAINAL ABDIDINN!! WWKWKWKWKWK!!!

ini d buat ma nak2 bimbel group B (jdi klo mo mrh jgn k gw doaang!!).
klo ada yg inget yg laen, ksii tw gue!!!
comment!!!
please!!

PS:
you've got to open
Bellasdiary.com!!! REAL facinating!!!

peace.Love.Bye.

SORRY!!

2009-04-27T05:46:00.000-07:00

hey guys(and girls!!)!! 'sup???

so...
I'M SSO SORRY I DIDN'T POLST ANYTHING YASTERDAY!!! PLEASE DON'T THINK THAT MY BLOG'S BORING!!! I'm so tired tomorrow!!!

jdi, kmaren gw prgi k Inacraft (RRARRGHH!!! KAKI GUE GEMPOOORRR!!!!) nyokap tuh yg g puas2ny pergi k toko peralatan spa, sesek napas gue, dah rame bgt, hri terakhir, WANGI lgi!!!

yah, g ada yg seru2 bgt si......
tpi gw berhasil beli tas SUPERLUCU, 2 gelang(diskon lgi!! yaaay!!), dan 1 kalung letter 'J' ( HEHH!!! jgn nyebarin gossip lo!!! ngapaen gw ngambil2 'j' dri joko(peace)!enak aj, J tuh dri Jackson rathbone!!)

yah, gtlh...

Please!!!

2009-04-25T03:26:00.001-07:00

Oh, Today's a............ Real Tiring day.
Today me, my mom, her friends, and her friend's daughter and nephew went out and...............................(I'm not saying it, I felt enough of hate, g worthy bgt keilangan Pahala abis apa yg gw omongin gra2 naro it d blog)
sumpah. 2 anak yg d bwa tmen nyokap it NGESELIN sumpah!!

gila y, bru kenlan aj dah bikin gw kesel gila.

I would have torn his heart out, and drunk his blood!
-Heathcliff

(iy, gw lg ska bgt ma Wuthering Heights.)
nma yg kcil indira, yg gede(1 smp) first letter in her name tuh S, jdi , kta namain Setan aj.

N(nyokap): kenny, kenalan dong!!
K:(ngulurin tgn.* hi. Kenny.*brusaha senyum, tpi jdiny nyengir. g bgt deh.*
I:*nyalamin gw* Indira.*mka Songong*
S: *ngeliatin tgn gw (gw gatel pgn nabok mka tengilny dy).* .*nyalamin gw*
K:*kesel diliatin, gw liatin dy atas-bawah dgn pandangan ngerendahin. lgian gw g prna d ajarin ninggiin org yg pke rok super mini dan tanktop(dan dy NGETAWAIN ORG BERJILBAB!! NGAPAEN JG GW SOPAN2 MA DY??!). ngeliatin setan dgn se-sinis mungkin.*

rasa lo set(kok aneh y jdiny?)!!

trs d mobil.

I: *masang lgu this is me gede2, Mamer.* THIS IS REAL, THIS IS ME, I'M BEXACTLY WHERE I'M RUPOSSED TO BE NOW. GOTTA LET THE LIGHT SHINE ON MEEE!!(bgian chorus dah mulai salah2)
K:*gemeter nahan ktawa* begoo....(bisik2 k pembokat gw, pembokat ngikik bareng gw)
S:*pas bagian joe mulai ikut2 an nyanyi* YOU'RE THE BOYZ I HEAR ISAT MY HEAD THE PRISON THAT I'M SIGING. I MEET TO FIND YOU, I'M GONNA FIND YOUUU!! YOU'RE THE BISSING PIECE I MEET. THE SONG INSIDE OF MEEE!!! I MEET TO FIND YOU, I'M GONNA FIND YOU!!!
K(gw)&P(pembokat): *ngikik diem2*

obviously mereka blm baca lirikny dan asal nyanyi ngikutin suara. gede, salah lgi. mampus lo, gw rekam d Hp! MWAHAHAHAHA!!! HEK! HEK!! HEKK!!!(keselek.)

trs abis nyanyi g jls gt. mreka ngobrol

S: eh, kamu suka syp d jb??
I: aku suka Nick yg keriting ( ni anak jelas fans baru. dikira yg keriting nick doang??) klo kk?
S: Joe Doong!!! org Sisany jelek smua.
I: (kyk mo meledak, gw jg dah gemeteran, tpi dy nyembunyiiny pinter bgt, cma ngeremes bantal, setan g liat.)..... oh.....
S: KEVIN APALAGII!!! JELEK BGT!! PALING G ADA TALENT LGI!!
K: ...(gemes pgn treak" HEH BITCH (klo d liat dri cra mke bjuny si pantes d panggil bitch.) DIEM ATO GUE SOBEK(Iy, serem) MULUT LO (dy tuh berisik bgt!)!!!" gemeees bgt gw)
I: ya......(jelas2 g setuju)
S: G PUNYA TALENT LGI!!
I: *mkany pgn blg " heehh!! g pny kaca y lo??"*
K: ....*gemes pgn ngoyak leherny, tpi gw mikir"g ah, kotor, nanti gue sakit perut lgi, wkwkwk"*

anjing bgt lahh!!!

oh, and, about My FanPireBoy......
gue blm berani nanyain namanyaaa!!!!
HUAAA!!!
DASAR GUE COWARD!!!
BEGOBEGOBEGOBEGOO!!!!
tdi dy ol lg, tpi dah kburu gw exit sblm gw copy-paste ke sini, kurang lebih ginilah

FPB(FanPireBoy, bkn Faktor Perkalian terBesar.): heey.
K: olla.
FPB: you spoke spanish??
K: no, it's just I loved it and my little sist saw dora the explorer alot :D
FPB: Owww!!! hha... have you read bella's diary ?
K: OF COURSE!!
FPB: which post do you love most??
K: I love it whaen bella kill two guys that has shot charlie. edward's sso romantic.
FPB: I know!! I loved the first post, I just love it. for no reason, weird eh??
K : yea.... omc I'm sso sleepy. I gotta go. (gw lupa ngisi entri ini, jdi gw isi dulu..)
FPB: Bye!! have a nice dream of me!! HHA!!! (he's joking you know)
K: hha. I never seen your face.
FPB: right.... well, have a Superfantastic dream of Chating with me:) ( he's DEFINATELY joking)
K: bye.
FPB: O!!! HEY!! will you be online tomorrow?
K: you think?
FPB: you will..?
K: you're even better psychic than Alice!!!
FPB: hha! "whoo!!!" then!!
K: bye, chat with you later.
FPB: I'll pray so that you'll Dreamt about Jasper!!!( yea, he does know I loved Jazz!!)

I closed the chatbox

aah... g enak bgt, hri ini gue blm maen basket. huhuhuuhuhhuhuuu!!!! kangen bola guee!! buat zahwa; yah, WHATEVER!!! SO WHAT KLO GUE SAYANG MA BOLA GUE IT??? MKANY GW G NGEBOLEHIN SIAPAPUN NENDANG ATO NGEDUDUKIN BOLA GUE! SO WHAT KLO GUE BAWA2 TUH BOLA TERUS??? GOT A PROB??

yaudalah gt aja, oia, bwt **** yaudahlah, jujur aj kli. gw paham kok, selera lo aneh.

iyaaaa

2009-04-24T08:13:00.000-07:00

iyaaaaaaaa emang, gw nyadar kok klo dy....(bergidik).
tpi ya gue percaya ajaa!!!
selera lo kan aneh2!!!
wakakak!! peace!!
---bwt ______

heeeey!!

2009-04-24T05:31:00.000-07:00

OMCOMCOMC!!!

O.MY.CULLEN!!!!

haaahh!!! okay!!! sup eve??

okay, gw tw gw kyk org gila tdi, tpi ----SUMPAAHH!!---- aah!! FanPireBoy(the guy I talked about in my entry UKS) finally ONLINE!!

GOSH. okay, maybe he added me becaused of an accident. I know. but,(still) AAHH!!!

ni conversation gw tdi ma dy

FanPireBoy: hey.

green.mickey@rocketmail.com: hi.

FanPireBoy: have you read Breaking Dawn?

green.mickey@rocketmail.com : yeah, like it's Impossible that I haven't read 4 of 'em!! hha, sure I have.

FanPireBoy : hha. yea. I know.
hey! which Vampire do you like?

green.mickey@rocketmail.com : hmm, I liked Garret and Eleazar.

FanPireBoy : really?? what a coincidence!! because I liked Kate and Carmen!

green.mickey@rocketmail.com : wow. really.

( I started thinking that he's joking or being totally in honest)

FanPireBoy : yeah, we got SO MUCH in common.

( gw diem, beku.)

green.mickey@rocketmail.com : hha. yeah.

FanPireBoy : so, who'd you hate?

green.mickey@rocketmail.com : Caius, but I loved Marcus, he's a tough guy.

FanPire : I hate him Too!!! I also love Marcus, if I was him I would have murdered myself. loosing a love must be really painful. hey!! why do you love Garrett and Eleazar??

green.mickey@rocketmail.com : yea, well, Garrett because he's very Independent and I loved the part he hugged Kate and let her hurt himself(weird, I know). and Eleazar becaused of his special Talent.

FanPireBoy : aren't you gonna ask me why did I liked Kate and Carmen??

green.mickey@rocketmail.com : Kate becaused of her Talent and Carmen 'caused of her loving ability(is my English right??).

FanPireBoy : you just started to creepin' me out.

green.mickey@rocketmail.com : hha. oh, sorry, I gotta run. my mom need to use the computer.

FanPireBoy : sure, bye FanPire. see you next time (gw girang smpe kyk org gila, "next time" brarti ntar w bsa chating brg dy lgi. :D)

(iy, nma gw FanPire, duluan tpi, sblm gw tw nicknameny dy "FanPireBoy". gw tw dri email gy klo dy twilighters jg, yaudah.)

I signed out.

ini dah gw tambahin ketikan2 yg d slm kurungin.

oia, inget chating.

gw dan Faiz

K: iz, lo g prnah ska ma cewe yah (mxtny prnah ska ma cwo gth?)
F: YA PERNAH LAH!! -_-' hadooh...
K: ____ ya?? diem brarti iya.(kyk mo kawin)
F:_______________________________________(d sensor)

g jls bgt.

aahh..... MAN, syp si nma FanPireBoy???
gw jdi inget 1 bait dlm lgu never think (robert pattinson)

once I put my coat on
I coming put all this wrong
she's standing outside holding me
saying "oh, please"
"I'm in love" "I'm in love"

being in love is wonderful
being outta love is awful.
- Kenny Kev

perasaan muja2 kyk gini ngingetin gw ma seseorang.

K:duhh, kevin tuh lucu supah y..
p(person): g ada yg lbih lcu dri *****(cwony)
(hpny bunyi)
P: y?? HAH?? APAA??? MINTA PUTUSS??!!
K: knp?
P: G ADA YG LEBIH JELEK DARI*****(mantany)!!!

bego.

yaudalah. gt aj.

jdiii!!! it bkn dy. GILA APA? GW G BKL MKAN TEMEN NDIRI KLI(peace)! !!!
yah... g seheboh it si, jdi cwo yg gw ska it FanPireBoy. (maap bgt klo org yg bersangkutan tw ttg ni Post.)

Romeo and Juliet

2009-04-23T07:11:00.000-07:00

MAN I WAS IN LOVE WITH ROMEO AND JULIET!!!

so, I wrote my favorite Quotes Down Here. and I tried to translate it into the new English language.
(yeah! I translated it!! I know!! amazing right?? Amazed?? NO???? MBEEEEEEEE dalem bgt.)

Juliet : If they saw this, they will murdered us.
Romeo : I have night's cloak to hide me from their eyes. except you loved me, let them find me here.
My life were better ended by their hate than death prorogued, wanting of your love.
[they kiss]
Juliet : O, swear not by the moon, the inconstant moon, that monthly changes in her circled orb, lest that your love prove likewise variable.
Romeo : What should I swear by?
Juliet : Do not swear at all. Or if you will, swear by thy gracious self, which is the god of my idolatry, and I'll believe this.

HOW ROMANTIC!!!

Romeo: My love, my wife, death that hath sucked the honey of your breath, that had no power yet upon your beauty, you art not conquered. Beauty's ensign yet is crimson in your lips and in your cheeks, and death's pale flag is not advanced there. Dear Juliet, why are you yet so fair? Should I believe that unsubstantial death is amorous, and keeps we here in dark to be his paramour? [takes Juliet's ring from around his neck and puts it on her finger and kisses] Oh here will I set up my everlasting rest. And shake the yoke of inauspicious stars from this world-wearied flesh. Eyes look your last, Arms take your last embrace. And lips, O you the doors of breath seal with a righteous kiss... A dateless bargain to engrossing death.
Juliet: Romeo. Oh Romeo, what's here? Drunk all, and left no friendly drop to help me after. I will kiss your lips. Hopefully some poison do hang on them. Your lips are warm.
Romeo: Thus with a kiss...I die.
(they kiss)

NAJIS!! GUE NANGISS!!

fave of all...

death that hath sucked the honey of your breath, that had no power yet upon thy(your) beauty

-Romeo

THE COOLEST!!! WHOO!!! LOVE SHAKESPEARE!! LOVE ROMEO AND JULIET!!!

UKS

2009-04-23T05:54:00.000-07:00

OLLA!!!
sup' eve??

ada bbrp alesan knp gw namain entry ini 'UKS', slah satuny adlah krn hri ini pengalaman pling kocak gw ada d uks.

kasus 1:
gw, apap, ma nabil lg cerita2. kurang lebih, gini critany

A(afaf): * lgi tiduran d tmpt tdur uks yg dket pintu, abis make obat tetes kuping*
N(nabila): *bisik2 k apap yg lg tidur, jdi nyeremin kyk lesbi gt*
K.J( k juan, bener gini g si tlisany??): *tiduran d tmpt tdur yg lain(YA IYA LAHH!!), kykny g enak badan, lengany nutupin mta*
N:* bisik2 lgi2 dlm posisi mengerikan*
K.J: .....*ngintip*....................

pokokny gw salut deh sama k juan(did I spell his name right?), gw pasti dah ngibrit k takutan. apap ma nabila emg nyeremin deh!!!( peace)

trs yg pas gw crita2 (liat blog afaf. )

ma pas ada boys grd5 ganti bju d uks, gamao d usir. ngeselin bgt. tpi gw g bkl nyeritain it d sni, (Ugh, it's a Nasty Memories. I'm tryin to get it outta my mind ALL DAY LONG.)

so, that's all, o, and, today....

I think I've got a Crush on someone.

you know it's weird, since my heart has been frozen for a long, long time, (iy, sebenerny gw dah lama g ska g******.)

bhs inggris gw bener g si??? ah, bodo.

Pom Bensin

2009-04-22T07:09:00.000-07:00

hhahh... omg. today's a REAL tiring day!! WHOO!! but, it's a pretty funny day.
today, it's about.... GAS STATION!! WHOOO!!(sok ramee!!)

hri ini, kan nyokap ma gw pergi k tempat isi bensin(shell) promosi bgt gue yah??

mba2 yg jgain(mba2): selamat malam ibu, isi berapa??
Nyokap:*jawab*
mba2: 10 liter ya bu,....... mau ke toko dulu??
K: hahh?? apaan?
N: g, mkasi, buru2.*nengok k gw* d twarin mo k toko pa g.
K: hahh?? mo k mana??
N toko!!
K: HAAAHHH???
N: TOKO!!!
K: APAA?? JOKOO?? WAKAKAKAK!!!!

hari sabtu gw mo k dokter THT ah....

kasus laen, kjadian ni dah bberapa bulan yg lalu.

jdi nyokap tuh pergi k gas station terdekat(oke, pertamina.) pke jilbab(yaialahh!!) nah, d dlm jilbabny it ad bantal kecil untk bikin jilbabny nonjol.

org yg jga pom bensin(OB): bayar d sini bu.
N: y.*jln k arah tu org* PLUK!!

saudara2, tahukah anda apa yg jatoh??? yakk!! benar skali!! BANTALAN JILBAB NYOKAP GW IT JATOH!!! dan menggelindin d jalanan.

OB:* gtw karena dy it pro dlm berkerja ato g liat, dy g ktawa* bu?? apa itu??
N: bkn apa2.(jln k arah bantalan it, mungut, dan ngelempar tuh barang k mobil dgn tampang biasa, ato d biasa2in.)
semobil: GWAHAHAHAH!!!*ngakak g ktolongan*

sumpah. parrah abis. gw yg ngeliat awalny ngira pala nyokap betelor. goblok.

ni kejadian ... g biasa d skul.

apap dan nabila mw k UKS.

N: lho??? ada kenny yah???*liat ada spatu mirip pny gw*
A: iy.... loh? bukaan!!! it pny k ****( nama d sensor demi keamanan org yg bersangkutan)
N: hahh?? MASA??
A&N: *ngibrit* gwahaha!!(ngakak g brenti2)

anehh...

HAPPY EARTH"S DAY!!!

2009-04-21T06:58:00.000-07:00

heey Ya'll!! sup??

happy earth's day everybody(is that even today?)!!
have you heard about the book " gorgeously green" by sophie Uliano??
it was like, Totally COOL!!! SHE'S AWESOME!!
she shown up on Oprah today and she show everybody how to made a food spray to get rid of pesticide(pestisIDA hha, Peace paap!!), and recycle!!
(Oprah really scared of worms!!)

hri ini kan ada Ujian Praktek PLBJ.
nah, pas conversation on the phone it bener2 yg gue baru bikin d skolah(nekat bgt g si?), jdi pas d tes tu yg kyk afal-g afal. bener2 ngandelin improvisasi deh.

A(Althaf): waduh, bagaimana ini? miss nandany g bisa.
K(gw):duhh.... ada penyanyi lain??
A: ada 2 yang lain, tapi mereka sedang berpergian, tdk bsa d telpon.
K: Waduh(gue d berguna bgt ngaduh2 doang.).
A: bagaimana dgn miss alyssa??
K: yasudah tlpon dulu
A&K:* saling mlotot, (mta althaf kyk mw copot, apalgi gw ya?)*!!!(melenceng bgt dri script yg gw tulis)
A:y,yasudah, saya telpon dulu.

A: miss alyssa terkenal, bayarny mahal.(menyelamatkan dgn membelokkan lgi k arah yg bener)
K:hh..(salah bgt gw, bukany cemas mlh ngela napas lega.)

bego bgt gue...

oia. gw jg bca buku karya raditya dika, kocak abis.

temen1(org ostali g bsa bhs indo): Dick-a!! Dick-a!!(ini parah, gue tau.) what's "I liked banana" in bahasa???
Radith: mm... aku suka pisang.
temen1:*ngulang2in*

temen1: hey! hey! ______!(nama d smarkan demi keamanan org yg bersangkutan)
temen2(bsa bhs indo): ya??
temen1: AKU SUKA NGISEP!!

bego.

WHOOOOO!!!

2009-04-20T00:52:00.000-07:00

Heeyy.. 'sup(peace) everybody!!

SUMPAH!!!
New Moon keren bgt!!! aaah!!! jdi, mereka shooting d Vancouver, mereka tuh berusaha sebisa mungkin supaya g usah pake fur bwt baju2 dan barang2 castny!! how sweet is that?? terus, twilight cast member tuh pada shooting JAM 4 PAGI, cuma buat say thanks ma greetings k fans d Italy!!! aawwhh!! so sweet! kellan lucu banget lgi!!! ngomong2 ttg kellan.. ni potongan conversation gw ma nyokap tdi pagi.

K: awwh...*ngeliatin foto kellan* Kellan tuh lucu yah..♥♥♥
N: kayak Om Om jg..
K: ENAK AJAH!! hottest thing on the earth jg!!
N: (mukany kyk pengen blg " hot? pleease!!") yaampun, mana coba mama liat ftony.
K: *ngasi dgn hati2 takut d remes ato d sobek*
N: *liatin tu fto sebentar, mukany berubah* LUCU!!!
K: .....(pengen ngomong banyak, hal tpi diem aj. gamau dosa.)

oia, pada dah liat trailer new moon blm?? gw udahny yg fanmade, tpi betul2 outta this world!!
Made by tiffany.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AsghUBi81qY&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Ftwilightersanonymous.com%2Ffan-video-sunday-april-19th-new-moon-fan-trailer.html&feature=player_embedded

gw jdi inget conversation gw ma nanda tdi siang, jdi kan alyssa tuh lgi bagi2 poster anime.

N: ken, liat deh, lucu yah?? lo suka g??
K: (jwb langsung) g.
N: gw sih suka--
K: OKE SUKA BANGET!!

maap ya nan, gw tdi lgi rada2 error(oke, gw error bgt) gt..

gtlh, hri ini g terlalu seru..(like you care!! hha!)
but I hope ya'll have a nice day!!

Peace.Bye.Love.Whatever.

waduh..

2009-04-19T04:43:00.000-07:00

Hi everybody!! 'sup??(no offense dhi, tap.)

hri ini gw pergi k puncak, berenang(di ceburin nyokap tepatny), k cibodas(gemporr sumpah!! dah gt ujan lg!! yg bikin susah sih bkn ujany... tpi nyokap gw yg jerit2 tkut gw ma yona kena ujann) pkokny ngebosenin dehh.. tpi kykny gra2 otak gw dah bored bgt. jdi otak gw jg makin error. trs mempengaruhi mata dan pendengaran gw.. jg nyokap yg pergi bareng gw.
contoh masalah penglihatan, gw bca

rumah makan --jdi--Hannah makan
Muse--jdi-- Musk
Lesehan--jdi-- Lesbian(parah gila ni)
Bengkel--jdi-- Gembel(klo yg ini emang tulisan tgn yg g jls pke cat dan tulisany tuh nurun(alesan).)

trs masalah pendengaran

Kasus1:
P(pembokat): kak, liat CD harry potter g??
K(gw): hahh?? Marry koper??

Kasus2:
N(Nyokap) : *baca peta* jawa barat...
K : siapa melarat??

Kasus 3(nyokap):

P: bu, saya minjem telpon y? lupa bilang k anak saya, ketan item blm d tanem..
N: Ha?? apaan??
P: minjem telepon, ketan item lupa ditanem.
N: HAAA???
P: MINJEM TELEPON!! KETAN ITEM LUPA DITANEMM!!!
N: APAAA???? HP KENNY TENGGELEMM????*panik*
P: *geleng2 kepala*

parahh sekali... yaudah lahh.. smoga lo2 yg bca g ketularan jg..
have a nice day!!

Virus Budi!!

2009-04-17T06:43:00.000-07:00

akhirakhir ini d kls 6 sdg terjadi wabah mengerikan bernama budi alias budek dikit.
telah terjadi beberapa kasus spt:

Bimbel

Pak Hadi : jadi, leukimia it penyakit karena kelebihan leukosit. kalo Anemia....?
faiz: Penyakit g bsa tiduur!!! (dgn lantangny)
Anak2: .....(pda diem)
Pak Hadi :(g pcaya klo ternyata sgitu doang tingkat otak anak didikny)?

Althaf: itu sih Insomnia! faiz budi deh!!
gw : faiz mah bkn budi lg...
Faiz : tpi BuBaa!! (budek bgt)
gw: iy...(dlm hti" tumben nyambung, ngaku lgi!!")

faiz ngingetin gw sma grandma georgianna d charlie and the chocolate factory

praktek P.E(peace dil)

M(mirza) : miss erika, blh mkan y??
Ms.E(ms erika) : blm, klo mkan skrg tkutny kmu muntah.
M: chandra kok mkan tempe?
Ms.E: blgin g blh, ntar muntah.
M: y..*jln k kantin*
Ms.E: mo kemana kamu??
M : loh? saya kira miss nyuruh saya makan tempe???

Goblokk.

mohon berhati2. wabah ini sudah mulai menyebar, contohny k gue, tpi it laen cerita, yaudah, gt deh.

PidatoPidatoP(e)idato..

2009-04-16T09:46:00.000-07:00

kmaren nyokap nyeritain gw, jdi ada acara gt dmn nyokap hrs pidato, dan d ksii twny tuh mepet bgt. nyokap tuh yg kyk panik gt. abis acara, plg skolah, gw ngobrol ma nyokap

K : Mah, Pidatony gmn jdiny??
N : ......
K : Mama pidato ttg apa?
N : Rum ball.
K : HA??* bingung & kaget*
N : y gt..
K : emang d suruhny apaan (mikir jgn2 nyokap d minta pidato pembukaan mlh nyasar2 pidato
ttg Rum ball)
N :g d ksii tw, ya mama pidato cara bikin rum ball aj.

detik it jg gw menyadari dri mna gw dapet ke-radaradaanehan dlm diri gw ini, turunan dri nyokap ternyata.

gw jga jdi inget pidato d skul hari selasa kemaren, jdi kan lgi giliran alfin tuh, pidato 17an critany..

A(alfin) : Menurut saya kita jga bisa merayakan kemerdekaan dgn melakukan hal2 yg kita sukai, contohny, kamu suka main bola, MAIN LAH!!(dgn berapi-api bak soekarno memBANGkitkan semangat para pejuang) syp tw kamu jdi pemain profesional??!! lalu, jga, kalau kamu suka.. ehhh.. apa ya... MENCUCI!! YA, KAMU MENCUCI SAJA TERUS!!!
Y.L(yg laen) :.....*gemeter nahan ktawa*
K(gw): *ktawa tanpa suara* ehem,,*imitating coughs to hid my laugh*
A: TERUS SAJA MENCUCI!!! nanti klo bule2 it datang, mereka gak bisa nyuci KITA YG NYUCIIN BAJU MEREKA!!
M.J(Ms.Jum) : *nutupin muka pake kertas nilai, bahuny grak2 gra2 ledakan tawa*
M.D(Ms.Dewi): *nutupin mulut pke kertas nilai, nunduk trs ktawa tanpa suara*
A:nanti KITA yg bangga karena bisa mencuci sedangkan mereka tidak bisa!! PELAJARI CARA MENCUCI YG BENAR!!
3/4 isi kls(included gw): hhhahhahahhahhahahhah*g tahan lg untk g ktawa*
1/4 sisany: hmmhhhmmmhaahm(ktawa tpi g mledak)

gmn coba, pidato tuh SUPaya negara lbih maju,, kok ini spya kta jdi pembokatny org bule??
anehh....
tpi percayagpercaya sekelas emang aneh smua loh... nular kykny.

yahh. gpp lah, yg penting pidatony KEREEN!!!

ALFIN RULES!!!

(apa coba gue?)

Yayy!! I finally finished makin' my blog!!!

2009-04-16T09:42:00.001-07:00

heey...
hahh--- akhirny selese jg!!!
skrg tinggal rajin" isiin...
so, my beloved blog, tabah ya... lo bakal gw isiin sering2.

2009-04-16T09:42:00.000-07:00

Nightfall

it's been a while...

turut berduka cita

Random Things Around

A MESSAGE FOR DBSK AND SM ENTERTAINMENT

omegle!

Sehe Bokmanee Bateuseyo!!

the Defenition of "Aigoo"!! credits, copyright thingy and all those complicated stuff goes to Urban dictionary!

udah lama ya gak ngepost

DEAR ALL 2nd GENERATION OF MADINA!!

Falling For you - colbie caillat

KIM JOON YOU JUST GOT TO READ THIS!! BBF!!! KIM JOON!! T-MAX!!

Nahuel

ATTENTION

no!!

Snowball Lullaby

chat with Alyss

Beautiful Quote *I've been forgotten of this one for a long, long time.*

Gempa

Goodnesssss Me!!

I addopted 2 Babies.

Few Changes. New Banner!

Tractor

Arisan Keluarga

reunian madina *mimpi.*

Beautiful quote

I ♥ ? - Taylor Swift

mmm, can't decidee

Sew itt!!!

kurang sial apaaa coba gue hari ini?

*sigh* *yayy*

otak gue lg dlm frequensi yg sama sama bokap.

SmittenSmittenSmitten

ketemu dia hari sabtu kemaren pas peringatan isra miraj!!! *SMP PUTRA*

HUAAA!! INI DI MANAA???? Mammmaaaaaa Kenny Nyasaaaar!

Just..

:) :) :) :)

LAST DAY MOS!!!

Love Letter

?

MJ's Memorial.

Stupid Questions.

Edward's Diary.

Dear Diary (Edward’s Diary)

GYAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sigh*

LOVE LENKAA!!

Chat with Faiz *Nyokap*

I misss Him Like Crazy!!

hmmm

YAAMPUNN!!!

Mind Games and Riddles!! *thx for Double Trouble. Jake and Josh!! the best!!*

Ooooo

Chat with Faiz

I Thank God I came to school Today

oh Shit.

555!!!

I Dreamt of him

and that's why I LOVE this friday

*sigh*

The Lotos-Eaters by Tennyson

500!!!

AAGH!! Mati gue.

I wont say I'm in love Vs. I want say I'm in love

*no title*

BEST.DAY.OFMYLIFE.

SORRY MY DEAR BLOG!!!

Chat with T!!!!

"kamuh tuh umurnya berapa sih?"

Movies!!

DAAMN!!!

LOVE THE SONG!!

huahaha

Plus Que Ma Propre Vie..

UOOOHHHHMMYYYCULLENN!!!!!!!!!

wanna share you guys some music!!

Dang!!!

WHOAO!!!

143!!!

My Nose.....

Beautiful Quote I've been forgotten of this one for a long, long time.

reunian madina mimpi.

sigh yayy

ketemu dia hari sabtu kemaren pas peringatan isra miraj!!! SMP PUTRA

sigh

Chat with Faiz Nyokap

Mind Games and Riddles!! thx for Double Trouble. Jake and Josh!! the best!!

sigh

no title

The Word...Beeeeep